I just tried to go to sleep and I was shot at in my bed. A few minutes before this, I was shot in my neck, the nail entered my head and the scar is in the right back of my upper neck, just barely below the hairline. So its shooting at the scar, the nail is way inside my head. It does this every night, as I am finally sitting still, and it does it until and after I am asleep, or I wouldnt sleep at all. I am going back to my bed, now, it just shot my hand, and try to sleep. I will update this later this morning, and every day until its arrested  and exactly in this spot. I didnt want anyone to worry, and I try to handle this myself, so I will be completely honest from now on

12:34pm I have been shot and made sick since I woke up and I dont know what about last night, except I was dreaming that I was chased and hurt, which has been ongoing. If you ever need to see an updated version of this webpage, go to this webpage and then press the F5 key.

If you would like to download a copy of this website as it almost exactly is tonight in pdf form, I have made it available and will update the file every few days or so as time permits. Here is a link to the file, after you click this link and you see the top of this webpage lisacorcoran.com in blue and white, then go to your file menu on the left and choose save as, and then click on save. This will save a copy to your hard drive, now this is a 3 megabyte file, which is like the size of a picture or 3, so its not that big, and it is 114 pages long so next to read the file, you will either need to scroll down the page using the scroll bar on the right, or the arrow pointing down or towards you on the keyboard, or if you want, you can just click on the arrow button at the top of your screen where it says 1 and also 114 This will take you page by page. You can then give it to people you want or read it offline . And thank you for taking the time to read this. Download Link

2:31 pm. I have added new important information to this page about a possible serious situation, and the devil is making it very difficult for me to write this, as she is using methods described in The It Movie only using me instead of moving anything else, and I dont like it,its like being in a very wavy boat just remember Para bailar la bamba, Para bailar la bamba se necesita una poca de gracia. Una poca de gracia para mi, para ti, Y arriba y arriba, Y arriba y arriba por ti sere, por ti sere, por ti sere , Yo no soy marinero, Yo no soy marinero, Soy capitan, soy capitan, soy capitan, Bamba, bamba, Bamba, Bamba, Bamba, bamba, but this doesnt hurt me or make me sick in anyway, this goes on a lot of the time, sometimes the sea is rougher than others thats all. The It Movie, so I am not in danger, please look under the heading "IMPORTANT INFORMATION ON STRANGE PACKAGE DELIVERD TO MY JOB IN GLENVIEW" , IT IS NOT FAR UNDER THE PHOTO OF JIMS DAD WITH HIS WIFE NEXT TO THE FIREPLACE.

I AM FINISHED ABOUT THIS, AND DONT NEED TO AND WONT BE ADDING MORE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE DELIVERD TO MY OTHER JOB AND GIVEN OUT ON THE LAST DAY THAT I WAS AT THE JOB ON MONDAY DECEMBER 13, 2010 , I WAS GIVEN COOKIES IN A PLASTIC BAG, AND A SNACK BAR, AND ANOTHER COOKIE BESIDES THAT I WAS ASKED TO CHOOSE FROM, I DIDNT EAT ANY OF THAT EITHER, AND THREW THE ENTIRE BAG OF THE COOKIES IN THE TRASH, AND PUT IT IN MY TRASH, IN A HUGE BLACK PLASTIC BAG OF GARBAGE IN THE SIDE ALLEY BEHIND MY HOUSE THE NIGHT OF THE BIG SNOWSTORM WHEN I WENT TO GET A BIT OF FOOD AT THE STORE. I ALSO HAVE TWO OF THE ADDITIONAL ITEMS I WAS GIVEN AT THE SAME TIME HERE WITH ME AND HAVENT EATEN ANY OF THEM EITHER. AND I WILL HOLD THEM FOR POSSIBLE EVIDENCE. THE DEVIL SAYS IT MAY HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO THEM, BUT I AM UNCERTAIN WHAT AT THIS TIME, IT WAS INTUITION THAT KEPT ME FROM EATING ANY OF ANY OF THIS AT ALL.

AGAIN I CANT MAKE IT CLEAR ENOUGH THAT I KNOW THIS WAS THE DEVIL

NONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH WOULD EVER DO ANYTHING TO INTENTIONALLY HARM ME,AND I KNOW THEY HAD NO KNOWLEDGE OF ANYTHING HARMFUL IN ANYWAY BEING IN ANYTHING THEY GAVE ME AND I AM CERTAIN THAT THEY NEVER WOULD HURT ME. I KNOW THE DEVIL TRICKED THEM INTO GIVING ME THESE POSSIBLY TAINTED ITEMS, AND HOPEFULLY FRAMING THEM FOR GETTING ME SICK,SO ONCE AGAIN, MY INTUITION SAVED ME AGAIN. AND THE GOOD PEOPLE HAVE SENT ME A MESSAGE THAT I WAS RIGHT, AND THAT EVERYONE IS FINE, AND THEY KNOW IT IS THE DEVIL. THE DEVIL IS VERY VERY UPSET AND LETTING ME KNOW THIS RIGHT NOW, THAT I DIDNT GET SICK, AND EVERYONE IS FINE, AND NOBODY GOT FRAMED LIKE IT HAD HOPED. SO I AM NOT ALONE, JUST KNOW THIS.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011 12:31AM

I am up again as the devil began shooting me again, and I am so glad I am not alone. If it were for the devils friends, I wouldnt be here today. I still cant understand why so many people wanted to actually help it.

The only people who have really helped me are in Scientology. I have to agree with my dad, who said "Lisa when all is said and done, just what exactly did they think the fight was all about?". I keep wondering this myself. I cant figure out the answer to this. I hope someone can tell me someday. And then he said I realize now, after he must have helped arrange this "I want you to know one thing, and at this point I dont think I am going to be around to see it, but I will be up there cheering (holding his fist to the sky) yeah, they finally got her!". I think I hear him cheering now!

2:13PM I am working on the story today, adding things I meant to mention, and I slept the rest of last night, and that was a good thing. I woke up and have been shot at and find this annoying, but its not stopping me from doing my regular activities, at least normal for the last few months. I dont leave the house as I mentioned, and I have a good supply of food, I am eating a lot of beans and rice. I have some canned vegetables, and I am eating them sparingly, and I have some tangerines, that I froze to keep them from rotting. I make ice tea, a lot, and I am fine. I have a lot of pasta, and mix that with different things that I have, making unusual but healthy recipes. I just got shot in the hand now , as I used the word healthy, which due to the devils Munchausen By Proxy and which I warned SE about in around the 1980s is part of her sickness. I watched movies last night, I have all 5 seasons of Daniel Boone and a lot of things to do, and I am going to take a Spanish lesson that I have downloaded from my subscription to audible.com.I am eating tomato soup now for lunch with brown rice I made and added some corn and green beans to this. I had an egg and toast for breakfast, and so all is well.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011 7:15AM

A nice morning, and making breakfast now. Since the devil is so intent on listening and watching me and whatever I am up to, I often remind the devil about all its favorite things it used to love, that it will never ever have again,and more.

This list will be updated at the time of the devils incarceration. And any other ideas thought of or found to be missing, by the reader, may be placed in the suggestion box. All entries will be evaluated and up for consideration, thank you for your time in this matter.

The whole list includes:

1. The first thing is ~this~ time when the devil is locked up in prison, we are putting it in the little boys cabin, NOT the little girls cabin as before. After discovering when the wind blew up its skirt,we found that it had a penis, and many hadnt detected this important feature before. And the devil lied about this. This is a mistake we wont make again for sure.

2. No more foods that it likes, especially steaks and bacon and meat that it loves. No more snacks or special restaurant foods delivered at any time it wants, and thought that it needed.

3. No more people or women at all to order around, shoot, hurt or anything the devil misses. No more shooting at all, and forever soon. No more ~ever~ again.

4. And it wont have to worry about all its bad habits, because we are going to help it with all those evil things it ingested and thought it needed. Because we care.

5.The devils great talents although lacking any musical, artistic or useful positive place in the world, and are limited as we know, will be made popular by a select few who will become experts using the devil to practice them on, and this will be kept secret to protect the devils privacy, and as it had done to exploit so many others that has come before it.

6. And that the way its living now, is as good as its ever going to be...again for it. Big guys like sheriffs police to keep it safe and protected with guns to watch it all the time, its own potty in its tiny little dirty room. It wont have to worry about packing or moving its things, as where its going everything will be provided for it in its new place.

7. When I visited the jail hospital system, I had only the devils choice of magazines that I was allowed to view. This included showing graphic articles with pictures about the electric chair, and how one inmates head was set on fire, do to the wrong type of sponge that mistakenly was placed on this inmates head. And using communication such as that described in the It Movie, let me know that it was implying that this was to be my future. We will try to provide it with appropriate material as well to help it adjust, accept and comprehend what is coming its way, even if it may frighten the devil, we are doing this for its own good.

8. No more waste of time and money,for the regular manicure and pedicure that it enjoyed, or even the need for nail clippers, as it can file its nails down by scraping them on the floorboards of the cell, where it can find a rough surface.

9. And when its constantly reminded of how bad it smells, and how it looks funny and like it has problems, it wont have to worry as we will provide and ascertain that it take an ice cold shower, each and every day. And special lotion will be given as a gift, made with a secret family recipe, that is carefully picked out to apply, that will assist in any other help that is provided, such as being shot at, and that it gets this help magnified as a result of this.

10. Nothing will be overlooked. Every little detail will be well planned for in advance, and to protect its dignity and privacy, nobody has to know, so it doesnt need to worry, as all its many caring friends will be sure to see the devil is well taken care of. This way the devil will know that we all care, and are thinking about him constantly, 24 hours a day , 7 days a week, for the rest of its life, however short that is.

11. Only the best medical advice, medicines and doctors will be chosen, so that the devil knows that everyone remembers it, and hasnt forgotten how it would treat others and the golden rule. As in "do onto others as they would do onto you."

12. Not to mention room service with special prison food especially made just for it, in mind, it can only imagine how this might be. Including breakfast served as I had at 3:30 am, and if I wasnt up, with no warning, standing at attention at the door, then you miss this. This is how I was fortunate to fall off of the top bunk, onto the hard cement floor, glad to not miss my breakfast and although hurt again, and bruised, thankful to not miss my breakfast. And the devil will have only about 5 or 6 minutes to eat, and then the tentative waiters placed with care by her former friends, are back to collect the tray, as had been done for me. The devil will also learn the ability to eat with great speed and efficiency. And the foresight to know that the food will be served cold, and the little drinks will be served warm. The devil will learn to adjust to this, and like it, just grateful it has any food at all.

13. A specially controlled environment, with sudden and unexpected nighttime entertainment of loud and boisterous noise, such as cleaning personnel or other surprises yet unforeseen and all provided for free, and at no charge. That way it doesnt have to waste time sleeping which it wont need. And so that it doesnt accidentally fall asleep and miss this, especially and just at the moment when it has fallen asleep, the room it lives in will also be either particularly cold or excruciatingly hot. No unneeded blankets, or appropriate clothes, fresh air, or other services will be given.

14. If the devil whines and complains about any of this necessary medical or other help it has been thoughtfully provided with, it wont be taken seriously, as it is imagining all these so called "unfair tactics" do to psychotic or other psychological symptoms. And instead will be provided with the necessary medications to keep it quiet and under control. Even if we have to force it get this help, we care enough to do this for the devil even if we must do this against its will. This will help the devil to not slip back into these delusional states that got it in trouble to begin with.

15. No problem with having to go to the bathroom, as it wont have to go, and will be able to come up with creative although unconventional, unique and special ways to go instead. It will give it something to do and it wont have to worry about this at all, not ever again, and as was done for me.

16. And of course this time special handcuffs that fit it perfectly. And this time for certain no key provided for it by accident or otherwise provided for it, as it accidentally escaped, and I dont need to tell you know what happened next because of this.

17. It has its own clothes all picked out, no need to wonder what to wear, or how to fix its hair, because it wont really be seeing anybody or anything, and it doesnt have to do anything because it cant.

18. It can clean its own cell as long as it doesnt mind the helpful sheriffs police reprimanding it because of this, people slamming cell doors all the time, especially to keep it company and feel not alone at night, if it should accidentally and just as it falls asleep for it to listen to. We are fluffing up its pillow that it wont have right now, getting ready for it, a mint left on its pillow, so it enjoys its new home as much as I did, and the many others it has so thoughtfully done this for.

19. No more internet message boards to share vital, information on "wonderful investments" that ruin peoples lives, saying God wanted them to have these things and are allowing them a special opportunity, and then they lose all their money, and upset their family. The devil especially loved this fun little way to amuse it self. Having people lose their money, was not only a big joke, but blaming on God made it better and real funny. I wonder how the devil feels now that its really losing everything it had, and that the people who the devil got over on, are now getting over on it. Being a sociopath losing its money really has it angry, as that hits it where it hurts. Even at this exact moment as I am writing this. Now this is funny!

20. It can keep its little drinks cool(as it had someone tell me it did after she gave me a milk and I already drank it) or wash its own clothes, in the potty. How practical is that, a washing machine, refrigerator and potty all in one, what more could it ask for?

21. It wont be seeing visitors not just for awhile but ever again, nobody at all. Because nobody cares anymore, not at all, now that they know who it is, it cant threaten people, take their things away when they arent doing what they are demanded to do, because it has no money, no property, except the dirty little cell it calls home.

22. Be able to gain the ability to use very, very little if any toilet paper, as most often there was none for me, and it will learn this special technique, and be able to apply it as well.

And of course to maintain its sense of humor when all of this is applied to it, and to laugh at itself, and how its going to live, for the rest of its life, however short that is. In particular the part where it agreed in the no matter what agreement, that whatever it did to me, and all of the above is included, that it gets it back to it as a special present, as it is special times TEN, now that will be especially funny, I am sure.

Since the devil thought it was ever so funny when it happened to me, it should be especially hysterical, amused, and laugh even harder when it all happens back to it, and times ten.

I even just sang it a nice song from the Sound of Music, "These are a few of my Favorite Things "so it knows its not alone. I am not just sitting here taking it, know this. And today is a big family birthday for 2 family members, so Happy Birthday family, we will do something special today in honor of the birthdays. The devil wont be invited of course, or to any birthday ever again, it doesnt deserve this, or anything but what its getting.

Okay, I will eat my breakfast now. Now its upset!

8:15 Pm
As I said, I dont just sit here and get shot. That was never a requirement of the devils stupid no matter what agreement. Nobody said it was, my dad or none said Lisa, you have to just sit there, cry and take it. And I dont. In fact, I havent cried at all about this, not since the stupid hospital years ago.

Instead, I do various creative things, and all the time, just about all day and night, one is an example as mentioned above in my list of 22 funny things for amusement. I have one more to add to this list that makes it 23, and that is that it should get NO attention at all, especially when it asks for something, it deserves nothing. That really upsets it, as it wasted, and abuses every ones time and energy, and for nothing, and the following is just another example of why. Besides of course this is what it did to me.

I am sharing another little game I play with it. Tonight, I planned and decided to go to the store to get some supplies, and "it" was all excited. The town is all closed up on Wednesday night except for one grocery store about 2 blocks away, where I was planning on going for some treats, and the devil needs great displays of attention, involving and dragging as many people as possible in to some act. Even getting my coat out, even my shoes and socks by the door, and everything, planned and wrote down my list. And then I didnt go out, I changed my mind.

I didnt know what it had planned, but being a birthday I knew it couldnt resist this temptation to try to upset me. Then I looked outside and I laughed as the devil made the stores stay open, and there are cars all lined up and down the street, which I didnt know just waiting for some act, and since I didnt go, it is very disappointed. And I had been saying I go outside on birthdays,(teasing a bit) to celebrate, now this is a real trigger to upset it, family birthdays are almost as much reason to cause trouble as praying is. Almost.

She has threatened so many people, that they have to do what she says. But more than anything, it shows how everyone is coming together to do almost anything to help and show their solidarity, support and dedication to get the devil put away, and for good, no matter what. I want to thank them, and I appreciate this a lot.

Instead I am sitting around the campfire, and of course it is watching too, "Walt Disney Spin and Marty", this is about boys at camp at a horse ranch, which it doesnt want to watch, and not at all. Again it is very upset! And I am laughing so hard, tricked it again.

Thursday, February 10, 2011 6:39AM

Well the camp is awake and I awoke to being shot at, and now the devil and I are discussing old camp memories, just like when it and I were campers. Just like when we got up to Reveille on the bugle. I know what time it is, its now, as always, and where am I, I am here as always!

As I said this goes on from the time we are awake, to say that the good people in Scientology are a big help is a huge understatement, they are up all the time even when I am sleeping, and the cult lets me know in subtle ways that they are present as soon as I awaken.

The devil is more sad than angry now, and it says it had quite a plan for last night, and was going to scare me, and in a big way. I am having Raisin Bran, making oatmeal and squeezing my own tangerine juice now, watching the adventures of "Walt Disney Spin and Marty". There are lots of episodes, and I am awake now! I miss everyone,and say hi to all!

Thursday, February 10, 2011 11:45PM

I just found out that I am in concert with gerryarmstrong.org The devil saw me send an email to him just a little while ago, and it gave it away by its severe volatile reaction, and it had a fit, and I deducted by its extreme and angry reaction that what I was told years ago and that is that this guy named Gerry is my half brother and cousin, and I wondered if it was Gerry Armstrong, and he is! Hi brother and cousin! Wow, thats what I was told years ago, then I was told it was a lie, and everything was a lie. This is the truth.

Monday, February 14, 2011 11:00PM

The devil is very upset that it lost its fight with my brother and cousin Gerry Armstrong and Scientology, and that the huge fight that they were in together, and the devil has lost. The devil did not want anyone to know about these siblings of mine, as if anyone found out, then the devil would be put in prison or put to death. My family and friends told me that the devil is very lazy, and has a huge ego and over nothing, was arrogant and an ass, likes to rip people off and get people sick, and is actually a coward. This is so true that I am amazed at what an accurate description they gave me.

My family told me in the 1980s before they knew that the devil was really conceived of incest and not related at all to us, that the devil was against Gerry Armstrong and Scientology and that the devil was in this huge fight against Scientology and Gerry both.

My family further stated that I was going to be at the center of this fight and nobody could explain why. Until the devil is actually in prison they not only have to lie, but tell the exact wrong story, no matter what. My sister did tell me this brother and cousin was named Gerry, and I have verified that its him. Per the stupid plea bargain and the no matter what agreement, Gerry Armstrong had to post lies about everything in particular about Scientology, which the devil is really afraid of, and thinks is the devils biggest enemy.

Scientology and Gerry Armstrong knew the truth, they knew that I had the iLisa and the nail in my head, and I was told that I was going to be in a huge fight between the devil and Gerry Armstrong, and this is what this story is about. Gerry has to lie and has to lie until the very last second,and until the devil is incarcerated in the penitentiary. His website is gerryarmstrong.org

Gerrys and my birthmother had to lie about how many kids she has had, and given up for adoption. The truth that the devil had to keep secret to preserve its lies, is that my mother has 7 kids, three of whom were adopted, Gerry is the oldest, me(I just lost my oldest of the kids place in the family!!!!), and also our youngest sister who lives in Winnetka also.

As a result of remembering all of this, and adding this to the story, I have had to change my internet access,as after I figured this out, that I had 2 other siblings who were also adopted, the devil according to the "best possible chance', and the stupid plea bargain demanded that I do this, to make it as difficult as possible for me. The devils had used the cult to blame numerous other financial as well as an assortment of other crimes on, especially including murders, and some have been well publicized. This was done to slander and libel Scientology to discredit them, and so the devil could continue its rain of terror as long as possible. The police told me years ago that this has gone too far, and they couldnt have been more right.

However I am the only one who could stop this devil, not even my parents could help me, I had to figure this out all on my own, and until I figured out that I have the nail in my head, and the iLisa, nothing could legally be done, and now that process is taking its course.

The devil has been under house arrest for some time now, and remains this way at this time, this makes my life easier and safer. And as I said, the devil couldnt be more furious, especially as I write this, and finally getting what it had coming to it. Its been a long time coming. The devils new home will be locked up in prison, and the courts will decide its fate as far as it lives or dies and how.

In any case, all is well with me, the cult is doing a great job, and they are watching me closely, and I will continue my story as usual. The truth wins again!!!!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011 6:00AM

The devils demeanor has vastly changed again since it was put under house arrest. Although I dont exactly know why, however I am not supposed to, and I am just thankful as its a great relief. For one thing, in the last few days, it doesnt think everything is so funny anymore, and for another, the shooting at me is almost nil.

I know that its caught this time, and I am so glad that the devil has that little tracking chip in it, and its surrounded by guys with guns. We are all safe finally, and it cant run away to a new place to hide and hurt people, which was its plan if it ever actually got caught which being a sociopath it didnt really expect and it didnt really plan on.

The devil had fought and fought others to not have it put the tracking chip inside of its body, but the cult, those in the know, wouldnt be pushed around on that part of the plea bargain. And for those who tried to help it, now even they understand why it had to be made to have this chip put in it, and are glad about this provision.

The devil had been using the internet to carefully control and train and mislead me about Scientology, through many ways since about 1996, and almost had me believing that just because I read it on the internet, it might or was true. How could I have known that what the devil was directing me to read, was fabricated and orchestrated by the devil itself?

At one point in 2006, I decided that since Scientology might have something to do with our friends and families disappearing, silenced and being broken up, and that I couldnt figure out what or why this was, I even put a video on the internet of me, "Lisa On Scientology".

In the video, I am asking to meet with the cult, and with those that were anti Scientologists or on the other side. In the video, which I will try to add to this story when time permits, I am asking to find out what the story was from both sides, to understand their points of view. Nobody at all was allowed to answer me, as the devil was blocking this, but I didnt know this then.

I found out later this was due to the stupid plea bargain the devil had made in extorting everyone to get out of prison. I tried to figure out why this might be. Why would nobody answer me, nobody at all?

I tried everything I could think of. I sent emails and and links to my stories trying to figure out what happened to everyone who I thought might help me, through information I got on the internet. And nobody would meet with me and nobody had any answers for me, nobody would discuss anything at all, even when some of the people such as Jim Beebe lived less than a mile away. Gerry Armstrong never answered me, and I thought he didnt read his email very often or that he was ignoring me as I had nothing to do with him and or the cult. I couldnt really figure the reasons out.

I didnt know that the devil was controling everything and everyone with its convoluted and misconstrued story. And that the devil was watching me, and everyone I was emailing, speaking to and more, that the devil was controling this situation in entirety. Still I was dissuaded, I was relentless in my pursuit of the truth and never gave up.

That nobody answered me at all, did start to raise my suspicions as to who was behind this evil that had been attacking and tearing our families apart, as I thought that Scientology would contact me, and threaten me or something, and this didnt happen, and to my surprise.

The devil had been intently training me to believe that the reason that Scientology wouldnt meet with me was because they break up families, and the devil taught me that this is a cult practice called disconnection. And I believed this. The devil knew how I thought this was despicable, and a deplorable practice and so blamed the cult for this situation. It further blamed this on the cults so called greed and secrets that it needed to preserve.

However, I did find out through constant persistence and the determination to break through this seemingly impenetrable barrier, and with the will to stand my ground, I just wouldnt be silenced.

I finally figured out that it was actually the devil doing this silencing and breaking up and keeping families apart, and now I know the reason why. Our families were broken up, and kept apart to protect and hide the devils lies and numerous secrets. The devil had created secrets on top of other secrets to silence everyone.

The devil needed to silence everyone I knew, and this started as far back as I know, when the devil brutally murdered Helen Brach in February 17, 1977. My husbands family, and my friends from the Chicago area, and New York area, and friends from Windsor Mountain School all had been used as pawns in the devils cover to keep it out of prison and so it devised a scheme to do this.

In order to further seal the Helen Brach murder, it just took the lie a bit further, with another lie, and then the devil merely told everyone that it had a nail in its head, and saying that I actually was the one who shot the nail gun and did this to the devil, and I simply didnt remember this.

The devil knew that I had a nail in my head and the iLisa as far back as when it happened, knowing my friends since before the accident when I was eleven years old. Remember nobody could talk about the nail or the iLisa, this was a super secret, and it had to be kept this way, there was no way to break through this, which the devil used to its advantage and amusement.

And the devil knew I had forgotten this accident and the iLisa. The devil plotted and schemed ways to exploit this situation for its own benefit, and its own benefit only, at any expense to anyone, and came up with a sick plan. Next, the devil made another lie to cover the lie that I had shot a nail in its head and had the iLisa. Then in 1981, the devil actually thought it would be real funny, if it had a nurse at my dentist take an xray picture of the nail in my head, by a so called accident while the nurse was taking routine dental xrays.

So when I returned to the dentist after the xrays, and I saw the nail in head xray picture, and I didnt remember it yet, as the devil hoped, the devil just said it was actually a picture of the devils head. And then it started threatening the dentist with lawsuits and more. It enjoyed this situation immensely.

After this situation was set up, it wasnt finished exploiting and threatening everyone yet, as much fun as it was having, it just couldnt stop itself, it had really only begun. The devil started figuring a way to get control of the iLisa. It had lied to cover other lies, and lied to cover that up, it intensely enjoyed and thrived on the attention and control it had over others, and breaking up families and keeping them apart was the icing on its poisonous cake.

The devils next step in its deranged plan was to take control over the iLisa, and any secret protection that it could get with this to silence things further. It decided to fabricate another story on top of the other sick lies, and the devil said that it was forced by the government to have the device invented by the brilliant Dr Delgado who did this for me with all good intentions and totally with my consent, put in its body instead, and to make matters worse it further stated that this was done totally and unethically against the devils will. The devil turned everything around.

That the devil said the iLisa was put in its body, was all a lie to cover up, hurt, discredit and attack anyone connected to the project that I had been a part of since I was in the accident. And besides it thought it was funny that when this project, the iLisa, was done for something positive to help me psychologically and medically, the devil had turned the story around to hurt those who had been protecting me, and to psychologically torture and punish those watching me instead. I am not sure which it liked most.

And being a sociopath, and getting away with lying like this, the devil also benefited by financially profiting to the extreme from this perverse endeavor. This not only made it ecstatic, but it couldnt have thought anything was any more hilarious. I was told that it laughed all the way to the bank. And I am certain that it did.

Before this scam it was scraping by, blowing all its money even though it had none, and living on social security for being mentally ill, so as I was told it truly went from rags to riches. Giving money to a sociopath like this, is so positivly reinforcing, its like training a rat to go for the cheese, and this made it worse as the time went on, much worse.

Not to mention another benefit of this new lie, not only compounded hurting my family and the project, including all those in the cult that knew the truth, and tried to help me, was that people who believed the devil felt sorry for it, and did what they could to help it. This included even giving it special gifts and attention, and or doing things for it that they wouldnt have, including putting up with what was actually arrogant, lazy, thoughtless, demanding and demonic behavior, which they wouldnt have if they knew it was all a lie.

Besides it was obvious to others that there was something major wrong with it, and having a nail in its head, and then on top of this trauma, that this device was put inside of it against its will especially including having the governement secretly conspire against it, seemed a plausible explanation.

Many would not know for years to come that the devil was just malevolent, mentally ill, and a sociopath and quite frankly stupid. It isnt that the devil got away with this for so long, because of being bright or even clever, its because its so inhuman, that its unthinkable for anyone to actually be like this, and impossible for normal people to fathom that someone could be this sick.

In order to deceive people more easily the devil got a lot of plastic surgery and passed itself off as being "a lady" and lying about having a penis, and going to extremes to do so. This provided an additional advantage for the devil, as it got more sympathy even yet for passing itself off as female, especially from guys trying to protect it, and not only from friends, but even more so from unsuspecting partners.

They were eventually all left cruelly surprised and feeling sexually abused when they found out the truth, that the devil had a penis and that they had been lied to and that the devil did this intentionally to hurt them even more, and then the devil is so wicked it laughed at them, and it enjoyed this immensely. Most only figured out how sick and malicious the devil was then, when they saw its penis with no verbal explanation, nothing. And to make matters worse now that they knew this, they were then silenced, threatened, shot at, made sick and more.

That the relationship between the devil and I all started at summer camp, and what happened, is what this webpage is about, and todays and yesterdays entries both here and above, are a synopsis of that story. The good news is that at last after all of these years we have stopped the devil for good, an our families and friends finally will be back together again soon.

3:00PM Please note that all emails, letters, packages, messages supposedly meant for me, in anyway mentioned here, or hereby invented in the future, will go ignored, not opened, and have been, all of them. I know the devil is directing this, and I understand, you are doing the right thing.

My love to all, you are doing a great job, and I appreciate your seeing to it and showing your solidarity to get the devil, and for good. We are all working together to make this a better world. This upsets the devil to no end that we have figured out the lies it has spun, and that we are getting it back. It is a real devil.

I am happy, smiling and not deterred by this ignorant demonic behavior, and this evil wont change us and we will keep on thinking free, and especially right now its storming around even as I write this, so I know this is a good sign.

"Face piles of trials with smiles, it riles them to believe that you perceive the web they weave, and keep on thinking free."
(The Moody Blues, The Beginning)

Thursday, February 17, 2011 12:00PM

Today is the day that 34 years ago that Helen Brach was said to disappear, and I am getting shot more last night and today. I think this is "its" way of punishing me for getting her caught or something. It always shoots more at night, always has. In the last almost 4 years now, excluding the almost 2 years the devil must have been gone, this has been a routine, it seems to really get active and shoot more at night, especially as soon as I try to go to sleep, and through the early morning.

The video I will add soon is a two minute video that I put on the internet that I made in 2006, which is called "Lisa on Scientology", and in the video I am asking to meet with both sides, those for and against Scientology. Here is the exact written text of what I say.


(Opening page) Lisa on Scientology
Play Movie
(title page)Welcome to my family and friends from lisacorcoran.com

(Me in my kitchen, I begin speaking)Hi, this is Lisa of Lisa Corcoran dot com.
First I want to welcome my friends and family from both sides.
This is a short video explaining,my answer to the question that I am often asked,
am I a Scientologist, am I an anti Scientologist, what are my views.
I have decided to put this on the internet as a protest
I have received a great deal of harassment over the years.
And I really didnt know why
At times I had been told that Scientology was involved,
but I knew nothing of Scientology. I never researched cults.
In 1996 there was a lot of information put on the internet about Scientology,
which was very helpful
Eventually I came to learn my family was on one side of the Scientology debate,
or the other.
I was asked to take a side. I still refuse to do so.
I requested both sides to meet with me, and to discuss the situation.
But so far, even after twenty years nobody has done so.
I am putting this on the internet, so its known that I will
not be harassed or intimidated in anyway into silence.
End of movie fade out(scrolling credits in writing follow)
With special thanks to...
the special people who told me the truth
You know who you are
Dedicated to those that are here after us
This is not nearly
THE END
© lisacorcoran.com All Rights Reserved

Friday, February 18, 2011 12:00PM

All is fine and even though the devil is shooting me all the time for the last two days and nights, I am okay. My internet access has been affected due to the devil, and its spending an enormous amount of time and energy trying to suppress my freedom of speech.

The devil had been teaching me for about fifteen years, through the internet websites and Alt Religion Scientology, that Scientology were notorious for suppressing freedom of speech. And how the internet was going to do them in.

I find it rather ironic that its the devil itself that is trying to supress my freedom of speech, the cult is not doing anything to control what I am saying at all. They just quietly watch me, and dont do anything, not guiding or helping me with this at all. They do let me know that they are there, when I say a joke or something to the devil especially if it has been relentlessly shooting me, but I am deciding what to write, how to write these thoughts up, when to go outside, and everything.

The devil has been attempting to keep me from putting this video on the internet, worried that the internet is going to do it in. From the way the devil has been able to explain this, the devil doesnt want me to put the video on the internet, because the devil had told people that I was a Scientologist for a long time, and that they were going to use me to create problems for it in the future.

And also the video shows that I was trying to find out what was going on, not taking either side, and even then nobody responded, because the devil was controlling everything. The devil has manipulated the internet to show the only one side of the cult, the devils point of view. And as I told "It", the internet would have been more believable to me if the cult had been allowed to at least show another side, even if this positive side was shown to be few and far between. It realizes it made a mistake now.

The devil overdoes things to a point that it becomes obvious after awhile, like its directing a play of characters, playing the part of the devil. This includes having crowds of people make demonstrations of dramatic displays of loud boisterous discussions so I must overhear them, rushing across the street so I see or absolutly must hear them, to let me know that everything I am doing is wrong, and that I will soon by penniless and homeless and that I will be living outside, that I smell bad, looked down upon and more. Everything is overblown, overdone, phony, noisy, overly animated. And it all appears to be directed by a psychotic producer which is of course "it" itself.

The same thing has been going on with this group "anonymous" that was orchestrated by the devil. You know the ones, with the awful looking masks, who they are really demonstrating against is not Scientology but the devil itself. I wonder what will happen, when they realize this. I couldnt understand when I contacted these types of groups who have demonstrations such as "Anonymous", why they didnt ever want to meet with me, instead of insulting me, not answering my questions, or even asking or allowing me to play with them. I didnt know it then, but the devil was watching me all the time, and controling how they answer me. I thought I would be the poster girl for these types of groups, and they would happily invite me to help out, they attacked me in my emails for spelling errors, avoided direct questions and took a long time to get back to me, discussing anything but joining them in their fight against the cult.

Nobody at all is allowed to know for certain that she is the liar, as I mentioned they have to say the opposite. I am the only one in the world allowed to tell the truth like this publically, and when the stupid agreement was created, no people had their own websites, so nobody made provisions to exclude this type of thing. The truth wont be told until it is actually taken away and charged publically, and not until I lose my house as I mentioned in the story, auctioned off and gone. This is really horrible and only could be created by the devil itself, thats what my family said years ago, its evil you have never seen ever Lisa, and wow were they right.

I regularly remind the devil also known as Gerri Jerri, Jerilyn, Crowe, or Schwann, Perry including Dunken or Donkan and many more names both male and female, that I know I have the nail in my head, and the iLisa. I dont need, and I really dont want any theatrical crap. I dont have to prove anything to anyone, I have the truth on my side. I want the cult to just try to keep me safe, that is all, and more than enough to ask. And they do just this.

Since February 10th, 2011, the devil has made it more difficult for me to upload files to the internet, adding to and updating my site, as I have to leave my place now to do this. Due to the no matter what agreement, it can do anything almost, except actually kill or drug me, to get what it wants, and so my internet access is limited.

And I would have already had the video of me “Lisa on Scientology” that I made in 2006 as described in text form in yesterdays journal entry above on my site, and a new sort of funny one I made of the devils version, mocking the devil. I always ask it, if it has nothing to hide, as it does, why does it have to go to such excessive extremes to prove things, and it says that it just wants it this way. Who exactly does it think its fooling besides itself?

The devil cant take people laughing at it, and it especially doesnt like the "It Movie" at all, so it doesnt want anymore of these funny movies on my site where people might laugh at it. Its not that funny, but the devil doesnt want me to use the internet at all.

It used to think it was hilarious to laugh at others in particular, and couldnt stop itself finding it ever so amusing when it did such things to others, its ironic that it cant stand the exact things done to it, that it most enjoys doing to others. Having no empathy it has no idea what others feel like, the only way it learns what others might feel by the behaviors it inflicts on them, is by having these exact things done to it.

I have been helping the devil with its empathy and lack of compassion problem, helping to teach it how others feel, and this has given it a major attitude adjustment, which makes it more volatile than even under normal circumstances. It just now shot me over and over for writing this.

As the devil has tried to suppress my freedom of speech, by affecting my internet access to update my site. I now just type this up at home, but in order to update my site, I now have to leave my place which makes me vulnerable to the outside forces. As there is always the chance that one of its hell bent friends is still around, so I try not go out unless for food or other essentials I totally need.

Remember one of the devils words that makes it worse is when I am "safe" or protected, so it wants me outside where it hopes to have me hurt, then blaming others for what happened to me. And another goal of the devil, is to have the cult watch me get hurt, and not be able to protect me in time.

Besides me being vulnerable to one of the devils friends roaming abouts looking to do mischief on me, hoping for bribes and promised gifts and to get out of trouble it was already in, the devil using methods described in the it movie, using me to manipulate instead of the tv, attempts to have me knocked down or sideways into a wall, and hopes to have me hit my head or something worse.

Its as if I am walking on a moon walk with no control, or in an earthquake, or walking on a small boat when the sea is rough. So I try to stay home, where its mostly carpeted, and its safer and no concrete to hit my head or fall down.

Besides I dont want to be obvious as to what is going on when I am out, so sometimes I just stop or move slowly, and make sure I have control over my footing. As this devils behavior suddenly increases dramatically from moment to moment, and with no warning when I go shopping for food or go out to upload my files for my site. So I am limiting my outside trips, and as it watches me all the time, it quickly calls people up when I am going out, in hopes they will hurt me or something.

Many times I tell the devil I am going out, and several times a day and night, get my coat on and actually plan to go, not sure if I am going or not myself, then I dont go, just to frustrate it, and waste its friends time. And besides sometimes I go out and return before the devil has gotten the chance to call anyone and have them arrive here, in order to annoy or hurt me, as the devil thinks I am faking and doesnt call right away, thats the upside of this stupid game I play with it.

The downside of this, is that the cult and other people who mean well are put out when I am not really going or doing anything, which is most of the time, and I dont like that, but thats what I have to do anyway. I apologize to those I inconvenience in this way. I have no other choice and would never do this under normal circumstances.

The good news is after all of this, I am perfectly healthy in every way, and there is no lasting damage from this stupid knocking me around or shooting at me the devil has been doing, and my equilibrium and coordination have always been at least normal or really better than normal and still are.

You would never know that I have a nail in my head, if I didnt tell you, you would never suspect this. My friends always thought I was the smarter one, and they are no doubt most puzzled how even with this extra part this could be. I would never have been given the iLisa if this was not the case, as I wouldnt have been a good candidate for such a procedure.

I was totally fine after the accident when I came out of the coma, and to everyones surprise. I was, sane, in sound mind, better than normally coordinated, did well at school, had plenty of friends, math skills that are better than normal, better than average at many sports, and healthy, or they never would have done this, regardless of what I had wanted. I was like I am now, only younger.

I realize now that it must have been amusing for the cult to watch me take up computers with such vigor, going to Northwestern University in Evanston and just really wanting to take computer classes only, wanting to forgo anything else if I could. If I wasnt made to take other classes I wouldnt have.

I didnt know then I was being watched 24 hours a day and seven days a week, but laugh now about how funny this must have been seeing me always talk, walk, study and play computers all the time, my favorite hobby other than boating, was computers and still is even now. Nobody in my family were computer nerds, and other than one friend who the devil made disappear in the 80s, nobody else shared my enthusiasm.

I am safe, and the cult is watching me, and everything, and all the time, but as I said, its too much to even expect of God considering the circumstances. To keep me safe and out of the harms way, I stay home as much as possible which may mean I dont go out for several days to update my site. I get a bit of cabin fever, and would like to go out, but my safety is of the utmost importance, so I of course just put that first.

On February 10th, 2011 at night is when the devil had my internet access affected, as it didnt like that I wrote about how gerryarmstrong.org is my brother and cousin. This goes back to the fight it had, when my brother and cousin almost blew the devils cover back in the 1980s, and the stupid legal document that stated that my brother had to leave the country, take a tiny bit of money, and not only lie but never disclose the truth until the devil is locked up.

This is a big deal to the devil, and it has a huge problem with its ego, and now even more so as a result of losing this battle. It would kill me if it ever got loose, and the cult and the guys with guns know this. And that is why I stay home so much until its well known that the devil is being punished properly and as evil as it is. The devil really didnt want anyone to know how bad it is, which was a major factor in the stupid plea bargain.

Thats all I have to say for now.6:00PM

Sunday, February 20, 2011 5:00 PM

Last night the devil played one of its favorite and most amusing games that I have had others describe as bait and switch. And last night this could have proven to be deadly for me. Again the cult saved my life once more by letting me know that the devil was at work, and warned me.

The devil always uses others and through unique ways, was up to one of its favorite and to me best known of its dirty tricks. This is how the devil gets others to particpate, then blame, and frame others in various crimes, especially murder. It deceives well meaning volunteers into thinking that they are helping out in some way, instead however they are being set up and framed to assist in this often deadly game known as bait and switch.

I would at all costs turn down any requesta from the devil, if you are invited, bribed or threatened in even some seemingly small way to participate in something the devil asks of you, especially starting now, and going forward. You may be the next accessory to a murder, and your life changed forever. As this has happened too many times to count, and this is what almost happened last night which was February 19th, 2011.

You would never know, that you had been the one or ones set up in this way by the devil, until someone is already dead and the devils job is complete, that you unsuspectingly and unknowingly were involved and helped cause this crime wont get you out of things, and not legally either. Getting you involved like this is because of the devils habitual lying and the no matter what agreement, that states, that everyone must lie for and about the devil and what it is currently up to. This will serve its needs to entrap you by saying almost any clever reason to get you to act, and as it studied and noted you and your reasoning will select something that might make you react as it had planned for you, but really telling you some lie, that seems to be true.

Then to make it more believable, it uses others to reinforce the lie to you, the very people that you totally trust, and it will often even have them wired so they tell you just what the devil wants you to hear which is never the truth.

Much later after you have been set up and framed, been hurt and usually unknowingly have hurt others, and when you figure the whole crime out, you are also angry with them, as they had you believing something that turned out to be deadly and important and a lie, when you never would have done this small part of this job to begin with if you had known. And those that have been affected left feeling horribly violated on top of that, that your friends, family and even place of employment, would do this to you, that your privacy was shown such disregard when you believe that you would never would have done these things to them, not ever.

And the situation where the devil is watching me all the time, and everywhere I go, allows it to take this so much further than it can for everyone else. It is so much more criminal, and horrific, it gives it an added edge, an advantage that I had never suspected, as it is watching me all the time and knows what would upset me and to lose faith in them the most, it has others do and say the exact things that would make me the angriest and most hurt. The devils wicked and evil plan is to hopefully and eventually get them out of my life.

Therefore I would blame them, and never know that it was the devil who is the one who is vicious and cruel, and that is who is making them say and do these things to begin with. The devil is then greatly rewarded, amused and satisfied that they are out of my life, that they have upset me as much as possible, and are now safely out of its way, and unable to effect its deadly plan for as many years as possible.

And one of the most ridiculous and ludicrous things is actually nobody had to be wired at all, the cult and the devil were all watching and listening to everything I was doing already and everywhere I went, all my interactions. The main motivation of the devil, of having people wired was that not only could the devil tell them what to do and say to me, but it was so amused and pleased as it marveled at controlling, and causing this scene and then watching my distress, response and reaction being able to magnify this as much as possible.

And when you or I finally figure out what your friends, family and people you work with have done, seemingly helped to entrap you and to have been secretly wired and listening to the devil in how to interact with you, it changes your relationship with them, placing barriers between you and others, that were not there before. And even if you know consciously that it was the devil, it changes your trust and feelings about them and life in general. Even if you try not to let this effect you, its easier said than actually done.

Once you have been set up to successfully participate in one of the numerous devil games, and some crime, usually felonies are committed, someone is hurt or worse, then you actually are putty in the devils hands, where you will be pawns in its future crimes, and you will be threatened for the rest of your life with being an accessory to a crime, not reporting a crime, and murder itself and more.

And that is why we are stopping the devil now, thats why this sting that it got caught in, is bringing it down, and for good. Scientology set up this sting, as they knew the devil and that the truth would eventually reach me, and had to wait until the appropriate time. The cult had to wait as they knew that I needed to figure out about having a nail in my head and the iLisa first, or this would have stopped a long time ago.

The devils lying and theatrics it forced on others and displayed itself was merely to conceal how criminal and evil it actually is, hoping to get out of its crimes and most importantly to the devil the death penalty at any cost, which it fears more than anything itself.

Scientology knew with certainty that "It" was so addicted to hurting others, its shooting and making others sick in particular, that it literally couldnt stop this behavior, not for its avid love of money or even to save its own life, and not for anything, and they were right. The devil fell right into their trap, and got caught when it didnt know it, shooting, drugging itself, lying about it and hurting me, and it had been saying I had been shooting it, hoping to get me arrested and put in jail for the fourth time over this lie. When I never have, and not ever.

And even with guys with guns watching it and all the time now, and it knows this, it still shoots and tries to get me killed, proving to all that it is guilty and without a doubt, giving no chance to get out of any of this. If it wasnt for the no matter what agreement, stating that I have to lose everything first, it would be incarcerated already, but the guys with guns have to wait for this to take effect.

Having it made to stay where it is by force of being shot to death, and having the devil cuffed and shackled serves to protect the guys with guns as well as me from being given a disease or attacked. This has the devil very angry. Keeping it under guard by being under house arrest like this saved my life, as I had no way of protecting myself, as it shot me from all directions, getting so close that it would have soon been deadly, and being high on drugs to keep it awake at all times of the day and night made it so I had no break, no way to sleep or get away from it either.

I am certain that I would be dead by now, as there was no way for me to protect myself. The guys with guns are helping immensely, and have and are saving my life, doing a job that nobody should have to do, the devil is the worst of the worst.

This devils game of entrapping you in such ways is never by accident, the devil does this intentionally, its method of operation, or whats called modus operandi. Especially using good people with the best of intentions, and destroying your need to help and your faith in others, and hopefully God too, thats is its hope. And destroying the honesty, trust and integrity in you, is the most rewarding and humorous part for it, then it will laugh at you later, shocking you that this person is so cruel when she seemed to be even nicer than most, well mannered and in critical and imminent need of help.

This goodness inside of you is used against you, as it has recorded whats important to you for years, as you began to trust the devil it was intentionally building up your trust to make you a future victim, it has no friends, only future victims. It builds up your trust, to gain ways to upset you, plotting to frame and blame you in the future.

After all if it had a sign that said devil across its ugly head, you wouldnt get that close, now would you? It knows this, and studies ways to unethically get at you, hurt you, and in the end to destroy you. And you would have no way of knowing this, sociopaths thrive on this, and the devil is no exception. You would never know that you are not a friend, you are its prey, and already caught in its web, so you share your experiences, what you have done, somehow getting you to share things it can especially use against you. Its elaborate plan is to exploit your trust in human nature, and love of others, your need to do the right thing.

Lying and setting you up, and so many people at once gets confusing, and it wants to keep things straight, this is information that is future black mail, and what is valuable to it, it may cost you your family, friends, their lives, your freedom and change your life forever as you used to know it. Most likely it will.

I know for at least over 25 years, it keeps journals to be used against you someday in the future, lying gets complicated for it, you have to have a great memory to lie like this all the time, and it doesnt. And it doesnt want to forget one little piece of information that you might have entrusted to it, you probably dont even remember sharing this, maybe you were drinking or a family member died, some terrible tragedy had struck you life, often this was done in a weak moment or difficult time for you, and of course you never suspected this is what would become of this trusted moment, now you are its victim, and everything you hold dear is being threatened, you are merely a pawn in its games .

The effect of this bait and switch game, is that it turns everything around for the devil, your innocent helping out becomes the devils new way to control, threaten and keep you as its prey. Now you have to do everything the devil asks of you, or you will be threatened with prison and losing your home, your job and health insurance, your family and everything they have as well. This is the guaranteed result, and it never leaves this part out, its all your fault if you dont take the next step with it, and innocently thinking it cant get much worse, it does, and always includes more people, and more fatal consequences. Going against your best instincts, you do.

Now the devil uses this new crime implicating you even more to silence you by using gag orders and threats, affecting you and the whole project, and this becomes the new reason that it can continue its deadly spree, and of course frightening you feeds it with more bait making it more difficult to get out of, and set up for the next crime.

You are now not only involved, but the next time, in its next crime, the devil takes it further each time, so what started out as helping out instead becomes getting you in deeper and deeper, you are now caught, and the food for it, in its deadly web, it will literally eat you alive.

Movie links below

The old way devil version Movie-OUTDATED

Monday, February 21, 2011 5:00 PM

In the last few months, I have been testing the iLisa and many have seen this ingenious invention in action, of course this is only broadcast on closed circuit tv and in living color. Not only does it work perfectly, there are a lot of uses for this marvelous new chip. To say I was surprised, doesnt even touch on suddenly figuring this out, as per the stupid plea agreement the devil made.

I had to figure this all out on my own, then believe it didnt happen, and then figure it out again. And as of December of last year that is just what finally happened.

I am happy to continue the experiment, this is fun and exciting, and the project or experiment will continue indefinitely. Although the experiment has changed, this happens with many if not most experiments. We wont allow anything or anyone to stop us from what we started on almost forty years ago.

Although the cult has been watching and studying the iLisa all this time, now I am actively participating to beta test the device. The undisclosed family recipe belongs to Scientology. And we have no intention of sharing the ingredients with anyone.

Many have been here on special invitation in the last few months, and this has the devil very upset,as it wouldnt show anyone how the iLisa worked all this time, because to do so would have blown its cover, and ended the game for it. The guys with guns also have had a preview and know what is going on as well, and are now watching all the time as well.

Of course as I explained previously in the story, the devil lied stating that because it was so traumatic having this nail in its head, and abused by being forced to participate in this program, and against its will, that it wouldnt show anyone how the iLisa works, and the rest of the bs.

The real reason of course was because, to do so would have been the end for it, and everyone would have found out that the iLisa was really me, and the devil had been lying to everyone, twisting the story around entirely.

The program gave me the ability to go on with my life, not to be treated different, I could be a kid again without thinking about any nail. I wanted to be in the program, felt it was a real honor to be allowed to do so, and I still do.

I am really tired of having this devil watching and annoying me and will be real glad when its gone. The good news, and this is the important part, is that I have been blessed with endless energy to fight for what is right, and I wont be silenced, no matter what. Thanks for your support.

Here is a webpage from articles from the Evanston Review dated from 1986 of another murder committed by the devil, and after the no matter what agreement had been written. Only after Claudias body had been exhumed was it found out that the devil had been the perpetrator and her husband had been framed, The devil had committed the murder and switched her body with another, and had framed others. Nobody was allowed to discuss this murder as the devil covered it up with the no matter what agreement. Jim and I did our own investigative work to get this information, and find these articles, and this murder is supposed to go back to trial, and the devil is to be sentenced for this murder as well. YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE THE NEXT PERSON FRAMED LIKE THIS, PLEASE HEED THIS WARNING.

And of course since many of you, have already been entangled in this devil web, dont think this couldnt happen to you, as it has. I am only showing this example, so you see, believe and learn from this and dont repeat this for yourself and all.

This is a tragic way to learn something like this, often we have to learn the hard way to learn, and I am hoping you can learn from those that have suffered greatly that have made a mistake like this before you, and that you can learn from others mistakes instead of figuring it out tragically and with such heartbreaking consequences.

You know enough now to know that this could happen, and it did. Knowledge is power. I hope the best for those of you who are reading this. I trust if you were in my position, that you would do the same.

Saturday, March 26, 2011 1:00 AM

I have not been updating the site as it has been trying to make it difficult for me to do so. I have been staying in my place with infrequent outings as a result of this. The cult has been very helpful in keeping it from getting me, as it wants to get out and hurt people, and has not been out since it was put under house arrest. They watch it all the time, and of course me more importantly. I have been fine, and will be updating the site more often. The devil has calmed down to some degree, and although I am not certain why, I will be out and about more now as it seems safer now. I will update the site every day or so! And thanks to all of you for helping.

6:28PM
I have been shot in the spinal cord almost every morning for hours and hours, and it hurts and I wonder what the long term effects of this shooting are. In fact I am being shot now in my spinal cord by the devil, it just cant stop this. I am shot all night and day on and off in my head, eyes, feet, hands and my entire body. I was thinking of going out and putting this information on the internet, and now I will not as a car has just a few minutes ago loudly speeded by my apartment, which it tells me means that I should do what I am talking to it about. As it is controlling all outside noise, and I dont care to have any at all, I will not go out and put this on the internet tonight, or any time in the near future.

The suggestions that the devil gives me, are always wrong, leading me down the wrong path, a path it has planned to hurt me in some way, and its hideous plan is to encourage me to do the wrong thing, and entice me into dangerous situations where I am almost assaulted and hurt. So again, I wont be leaving my place.

If the devil asks you to help out, you are not helping me, you are helping it, which is your decision, but I will note any instructions that are given as dangerous and a bad and unsafe idea. It is a control freak, and cant stop telling people what to do, until its arrested, taken away and drugged until it drools.

From the information that I have been given this may be the fall of this year. I was told this in the 80s when the devil made this stupid plea deal to get out of prison. And so far this has been by far the most accurate information, as almost all of this has turned out to be true. Its hard to believe but true none the less.

As I mentioned we are still beta testing the device, and learning a lot about how iLisa works, and how this can help us now and in the future. The one part that is frustrating is that only the good guys from the cult are watching and of course it itself. The cult has watched for years, even when it wasnt watching due to the devil having more important things to do hurting or ripping other people off.

I offered and am offering to let others watch by special invitation who are in law enforcement, governors etc, but it wont let them as it wouldnt be able to lie anymore, and fears for its life. Also due to the stupid plea agreement that it asked for and demands that the cult uphold, it wont allow others to listen to what is going on as the devil wouldnt get the "best possible chance" in court for its crimes. First of all everyone has to lie no matter what, and until it has been locked up and put away for good nobody is allowed to see how this works, or you would see the truth without a shadow of a doubt, and it wouldnt have a chance. It would be taken away in a heartbeat. You wouldnt think the iLisa is possible unless you have seen the action yourself, and you would think that we dont have this technology. Seeing is believing, and so you wont be allowed to see.

Sunday, March 27, 2011 9:20 PM

I didnt go outside today as I didnt really need to, I have what I need here, and I am just having a sort of quiet day. I dont want my computer broken or my head so I am not going outside unless necessary, so I will only upload the webpage as needed, and not when It plans or sees me getting ready to go outside.

Even if I go update the site at 2 in the morning and nobody is around, the devil has me suddenly startled and abruptly approached out of the dark by weird strangers asking stupid questions, run me over, attempt to hurt me and to frighten me, and I dont know what they might do.

When I go outside during the day, many, many people at once approach me, who bang into me and or my computer, try to almost hurt me, run cars into me, try to bang shopping carts into me, or over my feet, and more. There are just too many things to mention.

And just like anything, having so many people accosting me, and so many times, eventually someone either will hurt me by accident or on purpose as has already happened several times, its just not possible to have everyone keep doing this without having something happen. I am trying to balance my safety with being able to do what I want and need. And I must stay on the side of safety.

The devil wants me to think that its still loose and that nobody is watching it, even having a person look like it, and using a latex mask to impersonate it, my friends even know how to make one, and perfectly. They would be made to help with this, but up close you would know its not it, its a fake, which is what the devil really is, phony and a fraud.

This tricking is actually allowed, as it was written into the stupid plea agreement at its request, as until its actually locked up nobody is allowed to know that it is a liar, and everyone but me, my kids, and my kids dad Jim has to lie for it, no matter what. I was told in the early 90s that my kids dad and kids were excluded from this, but apparently someone has lied to them and has them think they must stay away, as they never have done anything like this before, I never went without seeing them for more that a day or two at most, even if we were arguing or something.

However, I have been alone with no company, visits or anything since December 13, 2010. Only the police been in my place, as they have come here several times, saying they are checking on me, and had my door opened by the landlord, without my permission or anything. The last time was a few weeks ago, and the police said that I am to be leaving here and that was weeks ago, and I said great thanks. They wanted to hand me some court papers, and I told them my attorney said to throw it in the trash, or I would have to burn it. So they tossed it in the trash for me. I then gave them my attorneys phone numbers and they left.

The devil cant stop this, and this is what I was told years ago, I just didnt know who this person was, or why it would be doing something like this to me. They were right about a lot of things, This devil is evil, and I have faith that whatever happens will be the right thing in the end, so I am staying cool and busy with various projects, including beta testing the iLisa all the time.

This constant intimidation when I leave my place, has limited my ability to update my site, or I would do so daily. It wont silence me, but I never know what the next thing it has planned for me. As it watches me and anticipates my next action, I have to just pick up and leave without any thought to what I am going to do, and many times I just get ready to go, and turn around and stay, just to waste its stupid friends time and energy, and to hopefully and eventually get it to not send someone out to mess with me when I do go outside.

Also the most dangerous part is that people are being lied to, and they think I have done hideous things that it has done, and they dont know that the government is actually watching them when they approach me, and they are watching live video of all of the interactions. So they actually end up doing the exact wrong thing, thinking they are doing the right thing. They do things thinking that they are getting the person responsible for horrible things done to them or others, and they dont know they have it all backwards. And I dont say anything either, what would I say? I wouldnt even be writing this webpage if not to save my life, and protect others, that this has to be done has me incredibly angry at those responsible. I never should have had to do this.

As I was saying, I decided to leave town last night when all is done, as I am getting real upset at Winnetka, and what has transpired when they never even looked the information up to begin with. It was done to shut the devil up as it was screaming at everyone what was going on, which sounds like extortion at best, and wouldnt stop telling everyone everything, and I do mean everyone, the whole prison, all its support groups it went to, everyone.

I now know that they allowed it to get away with this, as they couldnt tell me what happened, they had an agreement with me that goes back to when I was 12 years old, not until I was about 50, 51 or 52 could they stop the experiment. They did it to shut its big mouth up, they had to. I think they should have just locked it up, someone did a wrotten job, and they never consulted my parents about this, which I now know upset them beyone words. They shut it up so as not to destroy the experiment and all the planning that has been done and had for years.

I dont understand how can anyone who enabled it to be so stupid to believe the devil to begin with. Also as my dad said and I keep asking myself, "When all is said and done Lisa, I would like to know, what exactly did they think the fight was about?". I ask myself this all the time, several times a day. And some day I would like others to explain this to me, what ~did~ they think? What could they have possibly have thought the motivation of those opposing the devil were?

I need to go on with my life, even if the devil isnt ready, it never will be, as my life has been disturbed by this more than enough already, so I have decided to leave Winnetka for a new place.

I have been looking into different countries, and also other towns in the United States. I was just thinking that whatever place I decide to move to, I dont want it to know anyway, so I will choose the place after its gone and not watching everything I do. I am still not certain when it will be taken away for good, and I am researching different places that I might like. I dont like being treated like this, and I hope to have it stopped for good. I plan to go to a nicer town, where they wont ~ever~ do this to me. My plan is now to do so, as I have been told by the devil for years, that it is almost over, next week, today, etc. It is a liar, and I wont have my mind played with like this.

11:00PM
I am going to watch some videos and look at books of different places now. Most times as it watches me and is angry that I am typing up this information, and wants to surpress communication, and not let others know what is going on, just as I go upload this webpage internet access turned off in all the local places. It wants to shoot me and not have anyone know, it doesnt want its abusive behavior to be watched or stopped, and it will stop at nothing. And the police towed my car away, so I cant even drive anywhere either.

As I didnt go out much in March except for food, I did keep an extensive daily journal going on paper just as I have written up this. And I will be typing this up and adding this to the site when I am done with the projects that I am working on now. I am going back to typing my journals as before in html and adding these to the webpage. One of the projects that I am working on, is an antenna that I am making myself, as the first one came out great. I am going to make another one a little different just to sort of experiment with this concept. It is shooting me for writing this. Why?

The devil is shooting me right now, and I am very tired of all of this. In fact although for once. it stopped intensely shooting me for 12 hours or so this morning, perhaps it had a guest over to try to get out, as it does often. It says its a numbers game, it doesnt matter if 99 people turn it down, perhaps one will. It sees nothing wrong with its behavior, as its been allowed to do this sort of thing for years.

Its bad training for a psychotic maniac sociopath. The rat always got the cheese before when it behaved like this, its conditioned now to keep trying until it finds it.

As usual its shooting and the intensity and frequency of this behavior has resumed in the last 2 hours as I have begun typing this and it knows I was planning on uploading this, now I think I must change my plans as result of this, and I may wait for some future time.

I was told that all these Illinois politicians, perhaps some in the news recently have to be put away before it gets put away for life, or many say the death penalty. And the devil wont throw me out of my place as its the end for it, even after not paying rent intentionally for 4 months April 1st 2011, and with me having no assets, nothing, and everything else has been done, as its stupid plea agreement stated, and it wont stop. I even gave its witches broom to the police!

Whoever enabled the devil, I believe must be in a fight with it and in trouble perhaps financially and or criminally. I am leaving Winnetka.

Monday, March 28, 2011 12:00AM

I stay up real late since the devil started shooting me again in Dec 2010. I used to always go to bed around 10:30 or 11PM. I stay up now because the devils favorite time to shoot me is as soon as I go to lay down and watch tv in my room, and then almost as soon as I turn off the tv and try to sleep, the shooting increases in frequency and intensity. This is especially true in the early hours when everyone else sleeps. I have just changed my sleep times because of this, and dont sleep now more than about 5 hours a night as I am used to sleeping at night, so I am sleep deprived as well as all the rest.

Its shooting at my eyes now intensely as it wants me to stop typing and do something else to me, what I can never be sure. I keep asking myself what those that enabled this fool were thinking the fight was exactly about?

I would just ignore the devil, but it wont leave me alone, it is shaking me around now as well, its way of saying its angry. I am playing Cherub Rock by the Smashing Pumpkins, is it what I am writing, what I am not doing, what I am doing, listening to? Its mostly just because its sick and cant be out amongst all of us, it must be caged, drugged till it drools to shut its loud mouth up and stop its wicked behavior.

It is doing an assortment of other things to me, too many to mention to try to get me to be unhappy, feel frightened, not sleep or eat right. I am fine, and although its annoying in a psychotic and also second grade mentality, I know I am safe.

The Church of Scientology is doing an oustanding around the clock full time job making sure nobody actually does anything to me, and I know this. I of course dont like this and want the devil stopped right away, and cant figure out what kind of long, detailed and arduous agreement was made to protect those that loved it so much.

And I must ask, the Secret Addictive alcohol support group cult that I was told helped adopt, enable and empower the devil to hurt me and to protect it, who is the major chicken in charge?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011 11:57 PM

The good news about this day was that my life wasnt threatened during the day walking about town. The bad news was that whoever was watching the devil after 10pm was allowing it to shoot me relentlessly in the nail, and hard and constantly. It wasnt just shooting me, it was torturing me.What were the it sitters doing, watching football or something?

I get the feeling that they didnt care at all, and they were the worst of all watching it for some time. They did a lousy job. I would like to know who they are some day, as this is very telling of who this person is.

Maybe they had nothing to lose by allowing this, or else they would stop it. I feel a vindictive type of nature or something. I feel they hate me.

Thursday, March 31, 2011 11:00 PM

The good news is that since yesterday the devil has been under control, and a lot has changed. I am hesitant to put this on the internet, as I dont want to have it go back to its devilish ways.

Winnetka has stopped trying to hurt me, and I had no problems going outside and doing what I needed to do. The devil is still shooting me, but it is mild and although annoying, I am not being shot in the spinal cord as I had been.

I have been working on some projects, and I have stayed home today. I am thinking of going to put this on the internet in a few minutes. If I have any problem, I will just go back home and try again another time.

I dont know what happened, but the devil would never do this on its own, but I figure it must have been forced to stop this by some type of court order and law enforcement.

I havent been so safe since December 12, 2010. Thanks, I am grateful for this, and this makes my life much easier, safer, healthier and happier.

Friday, April 1, 2011 10:20 AM

No shooting that hurts yet today, and not much else except conversing with it about this. I would like to go outside but its sort of cloudy and chilly, still I probably will for a few minutes anyway.

I had soup for breakfast just mixing up what I already had, a made up recipe including peanut butter, peas and chicken noodle soup. As I have no money at all and no income, expect 49 cents, I got my food from the food pantry in town. I havent had any fresh fruit or vegetables except for an apple or two that I bought in over 4 months. No salad or anything. Still I am fine, and I had frozen fruit for some time.

My electricity was shut off on March 29th as soon as it got dark, and so I sat by candle light and watched movies on a 4 inch screen on my Zen. I found somewhere to charge this device and my computer until I found that someone had by intention flipped the switch on the breaker in the basement of this building to my place. I flipped the switch back on, and now I am fine. Of course it was done at its instructions, it just has a sick obsession with me, and cant stop this. It from camp, I cant believe this, you would never know that it was this sick, and still is like this. We never had a fight, I was actually its only friend that I could tell, nobody liked it that I remember. I remember feeling sorry for it, and how others said bad things about it, and right in from of the devil. I was embarrassed that they spoke like that, and didnt like this.

Now I dont know, what did they see that I didnt? Its cabinmates were very critical, and I thought cruel at the time. Now I knew why it didnt want me to meet them, I was surprised they were so adamant about this. Seeming like bullies and a gang against the devil, I saw a little kid, dorky but so was I, and although things happened, we were at sleep away camp for 8 weeks, and disagreements were inevitable. Nothing seemed noticeably wrong.

Its hard to imagine that this kid from camp is the devil, and is after me, and still after me, trying to shoot me now even as I write this. What is wrong with it?

It says its upset and frustrated and it is no longer allowed to hurt me physically, it can shoot but like I said this is mild and merely annoying. It doesnt want to just shoot, although it will, its craving is to hurt, and now it cant. It cant believe its being made to stop this, it has nothing else to live for now, nothing at all. It lives to hurt people, and now all that it lives for has been taken away from it, and forever and ever.

It had been planning this for years, just how it would hurt me, get others to help, and with great finesse, planning every detail, waiting in the shadows to pounce. It couldnt wait for the games to commence. This was like the grand finale of its life, and now the good part for it is over, leaving the part it fears left for the rest of its life, however short it is.

I cant understand how this could be so fun, what could it be? I ask it all the time, what did I do to you that makes you like this? What? It has no answer that makes real sense to me, just the need to have power and control and money. It feels that it should have been in my place, and its angry about this. I cant understand a sociopath any more than it can understand what empathy, guilt, shame or remorse are. How can we identify such individuals in the future? If there is nothing that can be done for them, then what if anything can we do to protect ourselves?

It has hurt everyone I knew since I was a little kid, both family and friends including those around them. I dont know it there are others whom I dont know that have been hurt and targeted by it, and I only can imagine that there must be.

The devil has been lashing out at everyone lately, blaming most everyone I know but itself for this situation. It never blames itself or takes responsibility for its actions.

Until the very end of March things were too dangerous to go outside as everyone thought I was it, as if I was in a play and playing it, and this is a role that is too dangerous to play, and in real life. Now that everyone knows its not me that did all these horrible things, its the devil itself, I can resume my life with caution and life goes on.

During this time in March, I wrote down my journal in a notebook, and part of what I wrote on March 16th and 17th was "The Making of an Extreme Sociopath", and I will copy it here today and put this on the internet maybe tonight or tomorrow.

Since its watching me intently now, I wont give it the heads up, and leave this decision for later. I will be putting some of the March journal on the internet as I get time. Much of what I wrote will not be put on the internet.

THE MAKING OF AN EXTREME SOCIOPATH
Hypothesis:If society rewards a sociopath with all the things it wants and demands and removes all criteria that it demands to be removed that it doesnt want and if this is done in a large scale will this increase and teach it to behave more sociopathic in as large of a scale as its reward system? I believe this will increase the sociopathic behavior equal or greater than the the scale of the reward system.

1. Allow an individual to humiliate others including sexually and have no recourse for their victims, only make it worse for them if they attempt any actions.
2. Have it given large sums of money
3. Have it sanctioned and rewarded for each evil deed by as many people as possible including tv, radio, media, magazines and all manner of communication and media available.
4. Have people lie for and about it with no fight, disagreement or argument. Instead have them cooperate, agree, and help with the lies.
5. Never question the authority or validity of statements made by the sociopath, unconditionally agree.
6. Punish all people publicly who will not willingly cooperate take away property, jobs, family and all manner of survival.
7. Allow the sociopath to murder, hurt, mutilate anyone with no punishment whatsoever. Instead reward it with whatever it asks for, however it demands it, and do so without delay. Have the rewards given in as large sums and amounts as possible. Have these amounts be unequal to anyone the sociopath knows and larger than it sees life itself. Have it think of itself and treat it as if its larger and more important than life itself.
8. Punish anyone who stands in its way by destroying them and that they love if possible and do this relentlessly.
9. Nobody can give the sociopath advice other that itself, what is best for itself is best for itself and the world.
10. Tell it often that it a great person, and how helpful it has been and have as many people as possible do this regularly regardless and especially when it mistreats and hurts others. In particular when it feels no shame, remorse and especially no guilt.
11. Help it in any manner, at any time, with no regard for personal needs, feelings or survival.
Start this experiment as early as possible in the sociopaths life, and especially after murders and brutal inhuman behavior be sure to reward it as described above.
12. When referring to the sociopath, always say we, as identifying the good guys as a group. Refer to the bad guys as them and repeatedly state they are not like us, they have different values than us.
13. Be a friend to the sociopath, stand up for its rights, using the court system, politicians and all manner of societies sanctioned means of sharing information. Most importantly always blame others for everything.
14. Educate the sociopath in real life terrorist techniques to further teach it new and better ways to hurt, kill and destroy its perceived enemies. Most importantly not only to then get away with this, but encourage it to continue practicing such behaviors to sharpen its sociopathic skills.
15. Always let it know how important it is by words and deeds and without delay. Make whatever is important to the sociopath is important to all, as in its needs reflect the greater good of all. Make laws to encourage this and protect the sociopath need to not only continue this behavior but to reward it in such a way that its increased constantly..
16. The strength of family, life, love and God are all subservient and unimportant and not valuable to the sociopath. Society must make this loud and clear and always put the sociopaths needs and demands and beliefs first.
17. Empower the sociopath with demonic capabilities, blame, frame others for any perceived mistakes. And nobody can help its victims.
18. Dont let past history, doctors or anyone with any type of beliefs or distractions take away from anything it wants to do. Dont ever try to get them to explain, negotiate or educate the sociopath as it already knows what is best for it and you.
19. Do not put any limit on what it should get or you should do for it, regardless of the situation or who you are. It always comes first without a thought.
20. Always assist it with its demands, allowing its behaviors is just not enough.
21. Encourage it as well, as its doing whats best, thank it for taking the time to save everyone from doing the wrong thing and for making the world a better place.
22. Repeatedly remind the sociopath verbally and by your actions how intelligent it is , and how others are just unable to meet this extreme measure of quality that it possesses. How they are just not able to keep with these higher standards that it was born with and comes naturally to it.
23. Laugh at all of its jokes about hurting its enemies and especially how they will pay for these misgivings to the sociopath who should be treated as a king and royalty.
24. Take all the sociopaths complaints seriously and with great concern.
25. Never mention that the requests of the sociopath are sick or mentally ill, as this will devalue, discredit and upset him. And worst of all to the sociopath make him feel bad about himself. As the sociopath derives all its self worth through the interactions and behaviors of others never let the sociopath down in this way.
26. In spite of the truth, lie often about the sociopath when speaking to him. When describing him to himself, paint the picture of the sociopath as God like and incredibly striking and beautiful. That it is deserving of infinite riches and comfort. And that God wants the sociopath to have these things.
27. Artfully present everything to the sociopath when giving things to him. Wrapping presents, dressing properly, including sending invitations, presenting dinners are all very important in the presentation. Time and money invested should be no object, you are honored to be in the presence of the sociopath and dont let that slip your mind for a moment. You have been selected by God for this rare opportunity. Even mention how you feel closer to God by just being around them.
28. Let it know that it truly stands out in a crowd, and is beaming with an attractive glow.
29. Custom design all clothes, buildings and everything used by the sociopath to its exact specifications. As all manufactured items are for the masses and reflect and live up to the high quality that it so deserves and demands.
30. All manner of travel should be first class and special and the sociopath should be chauffeured about.
31. The assistance of personal shoppers should be provided to be sure its given the best of everything without wasting its precious time viewing what the peasants would see.
32. Assure the sociopath of not needing to do work,such as mundane chores, as others whose time is not valuable are to do these menial tasks and they should respect the sociopath and be thankful to be allowed to serve him.
33. The sociopaths help should regularly show their gratitude and gratefulness as their very existence depends on the sociopaths generous nature.
34. The sociopaths help should be told that medical insurance and benefits are impossible to provide. As their work is not valuable enough, and its impossible to keep them if such luxuries were given at all.
35. Compensation for its help should be given in the lowest amount possible. Reduction in pay for sickness and or to help its family should be taken.
36. The sociopaths help should be punished if they inconvenience him in any way as a result of anything. They should lose their job without any notice.
37. Extra unneeded money for its help, such as for Christmas or other luxuries can be obtained by the Sociopaths help by working nights and weekends. Vacation is out of the question as this would show a lack of respect for the sociopaths needs.
38. An abundance of specially and carefully selected foods and extravagances should be showered on the sociopath to help the sociopath relax from the daily stresses of making such difficult decisions for everyone. Liquors, companionship, and the best of decor must surround the sociopath with attention to every detail. Mistakes of others are not acceptable and never forgiven.
39. If the sociopath lacks proper and respectable social and educational skills, including degrees, instead of noticing or bringing this to its attention, be noticeably impressed when it falsely states it has advanced degrees and goes further by mentioning its mensa status. After all poor people are merely crazy, and rich people are eccentric.
40. Children in particular should be singled out as being targets of abuse, including and not limited to murder, poisonings and all abuse the sociopath feels like inflicting are appropriate. And no questions should be permitted about this as the sociopaths reasoning is more than adequate and just.And furthermore, lying to protect him about this should be done by law enforcement and all, with threats of prison if breaking this golden rule.
41. Family relationships and children must be torn apart traumatically and with as much drama and pain as possible to inflict. This is of utmost importance to the sociopath and the needs of others to be feel unloved, not cared for or even liked take precedence.
42. If the sociopath has knowledge of or hurts or kills others or knows of people who have been injured be sure to help the sociopath to feel better about himself by empowering it to turning the entire situation around. so the situation is backwards.
43. Have those that have made the sociopath to feel bad, attacked and blamed as if they had actually been the ones that are the cause of his suffering. Call them sick, liars and the actual murderers. Punish them through means that will silence them that can never be used in court or in anyway so they can defend themselves.
44. Family holidays such as birthdays must always be used as days to hurt, feel alone, unloved, unimportant, ignored and unwelcome. As this helps the sociopath, as it hurts more on these days.This relieves the sociopath of its enormous quantity of pain it has inside of himself, as he infects others he feels better about himself. This is a favorite game of the sociopath and always ascertain that others are to blame for this situation and they brought this situation on themselves.
45. On important days of the sociopath clearly make it evident that the sociopath is enjoying himself with large family and friends celebrating, happy and cared for by others. And make it clear that others are just not deserving of this as he is. Dont ever let him down on these days, as he is special and should be given constant attention that he expects and demands. Remember material possessions are most important to him. These gifts should be given extravagantly and presented with a large audience and exactly how it demands and with no delay. Only the sociopath should be treated that way, as others are expendable. Doing things for others will only make him feel bad and show him how inadequate he really is, as sharing is not a quality he possesses or even grasp the understanding of.

Saturday, April 2, 2011 All day and night

Today I woke up and there was no no relentless shooting in my back or anything. The whole day and until I went to sleep all was fine. This is how it shoulc be, and hope we finally have it together. Now it thinks life is a quote "numbers game", and even if 99 people turn you down, its still worth finding that one person who might do whatever it asks. So I am unsure if this will continue and i am not putting this on the internet.

Sunday, April 3, 2011 11:00 AM

This morning I woke up at about 9:00 am with pain and being shot in my spinal cord again. It cant stop its wicked behavior, although after I told it I am putting this on the internet, it stopped right away, and only after about 15 minutes or so. And as it watches me type this up on the computer it seems very frightened, as its been warned and its not allowed to do this. So I am fine again and thankful for this, thank you for your prayers as this has helped and really all you can do at this time.

The devil must have found the one person left in the world who still believes it, or is going back to jail, or somehow thinks they are doing the right thing by giving it another chance. Perhaps they feel they were given another chance in life, and have made something of theirs when nobody else would.

I have been cleaning up my place as usual, and I am fine now. Everyone told me that IT should come with a warning, and a manual, so you know what to do when you encounter it. However nobody was ever allowed to provide one. I now have made my own recording which is a verbal warning, it is about 13 minutes long, and it plays either all the time in my place, or is activated by a software program to play every 15 minutes.

This way when an individual who with the best of intentions is being taken advantage of by thinking they are special and are given a special invitation to come here, and then they find out after they are here that they are actually being set up by the devil who is a predator to be hurt by it, it protects these people from being further tricked and hurt. The devil is trying to hurt them. We dont need any help at all, but we thank you for trying to do the right thing.

As when they get here they find out they have been tricked into coming here, and when the devil wont show them the iLisa anyway, and the devil lies and says it will when it calls them on the phone or worse, and more often the devil has others who they trust invite them, and they see for them self that I am telling the truth here on this webpage as , I say.

Before you come here and stay here, you should have carefully listened to the recording PLAYING HERE ALL THE TIME OR EVERY 15 MINUTES AT LEAST, as well as ascertained that you are qualified to be here, and have carefully listened to the warning, had your doctor and attorneys WRITTEN approval, and if you still you decide to stay here, then I would say to "go ahead and show them", and then it will refuse, its not going to show you, as then you would know its all a lie. I dont want anyone to get hurt by the devil as it has planned for them, it cant prove anything, thats its problem, it just wants to get revenge on you and hurt you badly and it will if you think you might be the one person who is different. It wants you to think this.

I am the only one who can tell you this, think about this for a second, think hard and long about this, write down who else you have ever heard of that can do what I am doing. Think clearly and hard, and can you imagine anyone else doing something like this, saying things like this, and have nothing happen to them? I am doing this because I care. And the answer is no, you cant and know nobody else could do this, they would take this off of the internet, lock me up immediately and keep me there for ever, you know this.

Remember its a sociopath, it has no friends, only future enemies. And this has been undetectable to others, many others in its past, leaving their lives shattered and unrepairable in many aspects, spending years wasting theirs and others time and energy on something that they never agreed to. . We dont need to prove this to anyone more, those that are in the know, have been watching for 40 years.

The recording I made gives information that allows them to see for them self that there are dangers in coming here, and they should listen closely to the recording before attempting to do anything for the devil, and listen twice or more before they listen or do anything, or take any responsibility. After all they dont want to aide and abed, or be an accessory to a felony or worse crimes, do they? I cant warn you enough, you are in imminent danger if you dont listen.

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In addition per my attorneys review, as I am being denied legal council at this time, this disclaimer also includes any and all other information that they feel is important so consider that this is also included here, even if this isnt written here consider that it is, and that it is in effect. Nobody is liable for anything in anyway at all.

It is just my opinion and nothing more that I am sharing here, and to give some idea of what I think to those who are being lied to, and dont know what is going on, and you most likely dont. If you knew the truth already, you would stay away from the devil and all it asks of you, and has others ask of you, and to stay away from this situation at all costs.

With all this lying, it seems inevitable that people are going to still get hurt until this is over, as everyone including your attorney and doctor have to lie, and it is my opinion that your life, safety and health and more are most likely in danger by taking part in this situation, and there is nothing that could be worth that to you. Nothing at all.

Nobody can help it, and nobody can defend it. Please stay safe, and you will thank me some day when this is all over. We have the situation under control, and I dont need any help at this time, and as I said you cant help the devil, it has had too many chances, and you and your family will possibly and likely be its next victims.

A gag order or something like this will be demanded of you when you leave anyway, and by that time, you will be entrapped in another scheme, and have to lie and also most likely have to entice and endanger a friend or family to do the wrong thing endangering and entrapping them as well in its entangled web of lies. You will only get in deeper, and its harder and harder until its impossible to get out of.

The people with real authority are doing what has to be done, so matter how qualified you think you might be, there are others more qualified and who havent been lied to as you have, and you wouldnt come here if you knew the truth, you would be here already. After all why would we need others to prove this to?

When you see a red flag like this, LISTEN TO YOURSELF, go with your intuition and dont listen to people that have to lie to you, its a trick, they DONT want to trick you, they ~have~ to trick you.

I cant say this enough, dont be tricked into coming here, dont allow others to hurt you, your friends and family dont want to trick you, they have to.

You know they care about you, allow them to care about you and dont get further involved. When its finally put away, they will be so glad you didnt do what they were forced to ask and encourage you to do. And they tried to be believable, you know these people and cant believe they would lie like this, but somewhere possibly you know something isnt right, it isnt.

They are praying for your well being, and that you wont do what they had to ask of you, and for Gods forgiveness for doing what they had to do. They all want to get rid of the devil, and have to do this to get rid of it, as many had finally found out the truth as others had known for years when it was way too late to change the stupid agreement.

The devil is truly a sociopath and mentally ill, and this is how it got away with this. This is the only way to get it put away "NO MATTER WHAT". Please be safe, and careful, and take care of yourself, your friends and your family. God loves you and wants you to be safe.

Monday, April 4, 2011 9:00 AM

All went well uploading the page last night, nobody tried to make it difficult me, and that makes things a bit easier and I feel a lot safer going outside. Also it was a nice night, warmer than I had expected and having spring on the way is always uplifting, seeing the Crocus and Daffodils are a bright and reassuring sign. I am looking forward to being outside more as things begin to warm up and are safer for me.

No shooting or anything that hurt yesterday other than being woken up with the shooting in the spinal cord just as I woke up yesterday morning. Yesterday the shooting was constant however only mild and annoying.

And everything is fine so far this morning as well. I am always being shot, its just not intolerable. I dont know the long term effects of this on someone with my medical situation. In fact I taped myself reading the story, and when I just played it back and listened to the first ten minutes, I see I have read a word wrong, entirely wrong, unlike any error I would normally make.

Its as if my brain has scrambled words. I said "twenties" instead of "years". I said this is my parents in their later twenties, I should have said this is my parents in their later years. I dont feel like listening to the recording anymore now, as its not a good sign and was actually frightening. This is not about ruining my good health.

I wonder what a doctor would say about this, one that wasnt made to lie and say that there is nothing wrong, and they know that the long term effects will be negligible.

Im wondering if an honest physician, who isnt lying would say they have a lot of studies on people with my condition, and that they feel with great certainty that what is going on is safe. And furthermore that will ascertain that there are no short or long term effects, and even more importantly that they have many other specialists with many years of experience agree to this. This would include case studies to back up this data, and be presented in a court of law. If not its shouldnt be allowed.

I can hear someone banging around loudly upstairs as I write this, pacing about the floor, and wonder if this is the devil itself. It always gets angry when I try to stay healthy, and protect myself by staying safe. And when I try to protect others as well, and that I do so even when intimidated and more. It disturbs its illness called Munchausen By Proxy who most who know the devil believe it has. The banging and pacing is louder now.

The devil knows I am planning on uploading this page to the internet soon, and doesnt want me to do so. It cant stop this behavior, and I dont know what to do, so I have to hope and pray for the best.

I never agreed to this, and I never saw any of the agreements that were made about me, that everyone else took part in. How can others make agreements about me, an adult, without including and consulting with me? Is this legal? I agreed to be in a study when I was twelve, but nothing like this was what the study was about. And in fact, what you all agreed to about me, is actually the opposite of what the experiment was about.

Now that I am aware of what you did, I disagree with your agreement. How would you like others to make legal contracts and agreements about what is going to happen to you, when you are in sound mind, an adult, because it suits them just fine?

My writing is also needing to be reread, as the same thing is going on. I am leaving out words that I meant to write, making incomplete sentences. I dont have the medical expertise to know what this is about, and no idea what or how this shooting is done, nobody has ever shown this to me or explained this to me, or anything. And I dont want to end up hurt when I was fine before.

I hope its just stress and sleep deprivation among other things. However, whose to know? And what is the advantage to finding out later if something else is the actual cause and not a long term irreversible effect? This is not in my best interests or anyones. I am a person not a study or money. You all were fighting about whats mine, and how much you all felt you should get.

I would have rather lived under a tree on an island, than live in a nice Winnetka house and behave like that with this sort of thing being held over my head. I turned down many, many so called opportunities to be included, offered millions of dollars, homes and more, but none seemed right or ethical, or that I could live with, some not even safe. I know you thought it didnt seem right, Christian, human or whatever.

If your kids told you they met someone who they didnt really know in study hall, and who said that they were actually in charge of giving out the grades at New Trier High school.

Then they said that since your child didnt do their homework or come to class, that instead of flunking the class that they needed to graduate on time and could go on to the college of their choice and without interruption, that they had a deal for them.

The deal was nobody would find out about their bad behavior instead they would get an automatic A in the course, graduate high school on time, and also that they would get a brand new computer and a much wanted car as free gifts. They had to agree that they absolutely couldnt check out their story, or ask you for advice or anyone, and that was a must.

But there was just one more little catch, that they have to agree to be like a slave in the future and for the rest of their lives for them, and have to do whatever they said, even if they were asked to do things that hurt others including their friends and family or the entire school, and they cant even ask why. They had to agree to this. What would you tell them?

You would tell them, no, not to do this. You would tell them, just to do the work and retake the class, and do the right thing, that their conscience would be clear even if it meant taking the harder road and even if it took longer. They wouldnt have this agreement held over their head for the rest of their lives as well, worrying in the background when this might come up. And in the future they would be glad that they did. That if it sounds to good to be true, it probably is.

So with this I ask you, when something like this was likely to come up someday, what did you ~think~ the fight was about? Did you think you met someone special, hollering like that in some support group, and why did you think they started hollering like this then? Didnt anything seem just not right?

Please protect yourselves from this devil now as much as possible, its sick and dangerously so , and I hope the courts can help protect me too. I believe they will, and hopefully in time.

I think this shooting should stop, and my opinion should count as being more important than its desire to shoot me. If it was allowed to shoot, then it should be allowed to shoot itself. I never agreed to have it shoot me or anyone. Who is making the rules here?

Friday, April 8, 2011 11:40 PM

Today was quiet and I spent time doing quite a bit of spring cleaning. All is well, and not much else is going on, and this is nice for a change.

Saturday, April 9, 2011 10:00 AM

Looks like we are going to have a warmer weekend than we have for some time. I am going to my old neighborhood, and clean things up at my house. Winnetka is such a lovely town, and I am happy that spring has almost begun.http://www.lisacorcoran.com/smalltownwinnetka1.html

7:20PM
The devil is behaving very nicely today, as if its on medication or something. I have no idea what is going on, but I can tell that its trying to impress someone or fears them, as it would never ever behave like this for any other reason that I can think of. And it should be forced to behave like this all the time or be locked up right away and given an immediate psych evaluation, as its a danger to others. Even if its trial will take some time to prepare its just too dangerous to be able to make its own decisions at all.

Perhaps its dressed up as a sheep today, and the wolf is playing the game it uses to play the world, called the wolf in sheeps clothing game.

It would only act like this if its shooting and hurting behaviors were being threatened. That is the most important goal of this sociopath, to not be stopped , and at all costs, even if it must put on this act and all day. It would only keep this up for as long as its absolutly has to. And it hasnt had to before, or not for long.

It has always found a way out of being stopped, some sick scheme, or someone to trick, or to get over on as it says. It will destroy those who try to stop it, threaten them with jail, loss of basic needs for them and their family, especially denying proper medical help. I wonder who the it sitters are today! It must need them to do something for it to preserve its only need to continue its sick behavior. I feel I am right.

I have found that this book called "The Sociopath Next Door" written by Martha Stout, has been really helpful to me in trying to understand it.http://www.amazon.com/Sociopath-Next-Door-Martha-Stout/dp/0767915828/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1302394897&sr=8-1
And here is a link to the audible version, you can click on sample and listen to a few free minutes if you like. http://www.audible.com/pd/ref=sr_1_1?asin=B002V8MREQ&qid=1302395079&sr=1-1


As Jim said about what happened to me, "I never saw someone get in so much trouble for smashing pumpkins." Listen.... The Smashing Pumpkins "Cherub Rock"

Monday, April 25, 2011

Today is cloudy but warmer than it has been. I still have been given no money from the village of Winnetka or New Trier Township, and they think and behave as if this whole situation is a game.Even now. It is like they are all in a haze of denial, and cant see the trouble that this has all caused, making matters infinitely worse. They have adults acting as if they are all in junior high school getting back at their old boyfriend for dumping them. I have never seen adults acting like this, and it embarrass' me watching them insult their selves like this.

They are not professional at all, and insult all that have given their lives, their children's lives to keep our country free throughout the history of the United States. They are not the CIA, they are the CYA, having the entire town of Winnetka intimidating me for no real reason at all.

This includes children on bikes in lines of 6 dangerously and rudely running me off the sidewalk, as if I dont exist. Groups of children playing ball, ignoring me walking down the sidewalk, as if to imply they are going to hit me in the head, or hurt me, trip me, make me fall on my head. I have never in my life acted like this as a child, or seen this behavior before from kids or children. I feel ashamed of this town and the way its behaving.

Instead of having just adults doing these things, now its children and dogs also. And in ways nobody has ever before, and they know this is not right, they know they arent doing what they should, So why do they do this? they are now including animals trying to come up to me as if they know me, nobody does this, you keep your dog restrained when you walk them on a leash, so nobody feels uncomfortable. Not everyone is crazy about about animals, and instead this is done now just the opposite way as they know is appropriate. The whole town is acting sick, dragging everyone they can into this dangerous situation.

At this point I have to wonder why havent they realized what mistakes they have made, and stopped making any more? I cant figure this out.

When I go outside everyone is intentionally very loud, disruptive, obvious, and distracting, and everything but what the CIA would have and has ever been in order to be effective. I keep getting shot at by this devil, coding "sick" over and over, as if it doesnt want me to write about this, and is trying to get me to stop doing this, in hopes to protect itself from prosecution, and those that have protected it.

Those that dont know are the the least important perhaps drunken fools left, and are all or are newly recruited to help the devil.

I plan to continue my study of sociopaths, the most important of which so far I know is not to communicate with them in anyway, and not to try to negotiate anything. And if possible to avoid them, which is of course impossible for me as I have a mind reading device and having the iLisa hijacked makes it not possible. Still there are ways that I can minimize this interaction, and will attempt to do so, that is my new strategy along with educating myself about ways to protest myself.

As I am not allowed to interact or speak with anyone, I wonder what is going on, this is my weak spot, and a sociopath will find that spot and try to manipulate me this way. So, I wont try to find out what is going on at all, and stop using methods described in the famous "It Movie" to communicate with the devil, as this is futile and will only produce false and misleading results, leaving me more confused then ever, and choosing to do the wrong thing by using my mind reading device as a weapon to be used against me and the United States instead of the original reason to help me with a difficult medical condition that would monitor me, help me, and perhaps help others in the future.

I am typing this up in Adobe Dreamweaver not for any code reason, but because I just cant write this using Microsoft Word, I dont know why, my brain just works like this. And I wont be putting this on the internet, thats not my plan at all, no doubt the devil has told others that I am going to, and I am not. I am going to add all of the journal entries to my story as if this is my job, and also record all of the journal entries by my voice on my Zen player. I am doing this here at the Winnetka library as I no longer feel comfortable at my home on Elm Street. It is like a nightmare on elm street.

I am here because I have been told by the devil that I am under video surveillance by persons it chooses to trick into coming to see me. It told me that it wont show them how the iLisa works, tricks them into thinking they will, then just slaps a gag order on them when they leave, forcing them to lie and bring others into this dangerous situation. As if my life is a side show, and this makes me feel very violated which of course it knows, and enjoys, hurling as many people as possible until its actually locked up.

I know the cult can listen to what I think as well as hear me and watch what I am doing and actually have my and everyones best interests in mind, and it is the only one who is really sick and is using this situation against everyone, having me be mistreated and others watch is exactly what it really enjoys and has in mind.

My study of sociopaths has me taking a new strategy, especially the part where I read that should interact with sociopaths as little as possible. So with the above in mind, literally, I wont be speaking to the devil at all, or as much as possible considering the situation.

I plan now to write and transfer all information that I have been keeping in notebooks written as in a daily journal style. This will take me a long time and its over 100 pages long, sometimes written on both sides of the paper, but I have started and this can be used perhaps in court, or later if the those that want and think is a good idea, in books or other ways. If not then I am doing this so for my own mental health and a way to organize my thoughts and find out what I have thought, found out and such without searching through many pages of hand written documentation.

Up until this morning, I never thought of having anything I have written before used for a book or movie or any such public type information other than what I was very upset about by having to write up a page for the internet and just enough to keep those from getting hurt who didnt know what was going on from hurting me, and or themselves and the secret project. I am not sure now, that this is realistic with all that is going on, and everywhere I go. Maybe its denial.

I plan on taking my journals with me to the library or other public places and transfer this to the computer. I have tried to keep from doing this, as I was thinking this should stay classified, and wanted to protect what might be made available over unsecured wireless networks, but today I have begun to think differently.

Maybe I am not seeing what is so obvious, that because this is gone too far already, that its virtually impossible to do so, and perhaps not in the best interests of anyone other than the devil itself. I dont know, I am not an expert and will leave this decision up to others that are.

I will bring my lunch with me and just as a job, leave for the day, go home to eat dinner and leave again to return to sleep. This is definitely more work, but a must. If I feel I must stay at home, I will not say anything, watch movies or whatever else I would normally do. The devil is very uncomfortable and wants me to feel the same way, so I will try to normalize things as much as possible to preserve my health.

It should be spending time not trying to make me sick, but working on its own mental health, which is refuses to do. I have no control over others, especially not it, but I do have control over my own, and that is what I will work on, and is the most productive way to spend my time. As I have always said "I have enough trouble figuring out what I should be doing, that I dont go around worrying what others should be doing."

Waking up to vehicles driving by on Elm Street, as if to give me advice on what I am thinking is a waste of my and others energy. A vehicle driving by, or many loudly accelerating is to mean, they agree with what I am thinking. As if to violate me, my mind, give me miscommunication or other evil intents. Of course they dont know what is going on, and the hope is that I take the bad advice or believe the miscommunication, and feel lost as to what is true and what is not. This is a war tactic which is what I was told the devil studied, and is now using to hurt people, and everyone that it can.

12:34PM
As I write this, it cant even stop this need to communicate with me, and wherever I go, it just shot my right inside wrist as if to tell me, in its way it has learned to communicate with me, that it wants to kill itself. It has told me this before, as it doesnt want others to control it, lock it up and perhaps give it the death penatly, which is its ultimate fear. I can hear cars accelearting their engines driving by as I make or think, and write certain points. Who is the sick director of all of this? I believe this is all the devil itself. People are banging around, making noises as I accentuate certain points that I am writing and or just thinking,even stopping to interact with me as I sit in a quiet spot, trying not to interact with anyone. This devil just cant stop this, and cant leave me alone, no matter where I go, and no matter what I do.

I really think that its quite obvoius that not only is the devil a danger to itself, but to others, and should be locked up for at least a psych evaluation, even if its against its will, but who am I to say? I have no idea what this stupid agreement they made entails. It must actually be that Mayor Daley really does have to be brought up on charges and criminally as I was told years ago. I have a hard time with this one, and perhaps its not just the Blagojevich trial that is ongoing as I write this. I was told, "its city hall Lisa, you are going to up against city hall, the city hall of city hall, they said it and its friends had stormed the mayors office demanding to be given rights of someone who is actually me, and that they were actually given "the key to the city". Now at the time, I couldnt imagine that I could be in the middle of such a situation, after all, why would I?

And frankly speaking, I like Mayor Daley, like he is the heartbeat of the city. I dont really have an opinion of former Governor Rod Blagojevich for some reason, so I dont know what to think, but I dont have any actual reason to believe he is intentionally or has intentionally done anything wrong. At least I hadnt heard this.

If the CIA wants to declassify this situation and needs my approval, as its my body the iLisa has been beta tested in, then they should go ahead and do so.

What has gone on including using children to misbehave as if in a sociopathic preschool program is unconscienable and seems like child abuse to me and child endangerment, encouraging them to misbehave in a serious CIA situation that includes treason, murders, arson as well as financial fraud of most everyone in the country as well as others. Including 9-11, the anthrax poisonings, biological weapons and more. Winnetka and others could end up in prison, as treason is supposed to be if its done knowingly or unknowingly, which is partly responsible for how this situation has gone this far. The devil threatened people with this, and said it was protecting them, when in fact it was actually knowingly getting them to commit treason. It actually was entrapping them in its crimes, as it was nothing but a criminal using extortion in many cases as well. I dont see why they didnt insist on looking up its status to see if it was who it said it was, whioh would have stopped all of this. I guess that they were threatened as I mentioned, or this would have taken place.

Right now, it is trying to make me sick and uncomfortable and trying to blame people as no doubt it has done all this time. I hope those that innocently got involved dont get hurt or put in prison, hurt financially or anything as the devil would wish for. I dont know what I can do. This whole idea of knowingly or unknowingly needs to be rethought out, and rewritten as nobody could have imagined this situation before, and as knew technology comes about and will continue to in the future, we need to adjust our laws to match this, not punish those that really wanted to do what was right.

I hope this happens before we hurt those that were actually set up, lied to, deceived, and entrapped in its deadly web of deceit.

Isnt it obstructing justice by having others lie like this, and shooting my eyes to blur my vision as I attempt to write this? What is wrong with our laws if this they dont protect a situation like this? And those that need to do the right thing, something is not right.

If we have the laws in place as they should be then why arent those in power using them? And if we dont have the laws in place, then we need to make or adjust them. This isnt rocket science, and a second grade class would know this, and could give better advice then what is happening today.

I am being harrassed all the time, and everywhere I go. The devil is laughing at all of us, as it gets away with this, controling people, especially children is very funny to it, and relishes the thought of training children to be just like it is, what more could a devil want?

The town is acting like junior high school kids whose girlfriend just dumped them. The CIA would be sickened and I am sure are, I know I am.

I am sure glad the cult has helped out as I was told 20 or more years ago that something unethical was going to happen to me in the future and the Church of Scientology might be the only ones who actually wanted to help me. And I knew nothing about them, as there was no Yahoo or Goodle back then to just do a quick search and see what I could find out. They said my birth family or something was involved with this group, and so therefor I am one, sort of like being Jewish or something I imagined. I said well this doesnt automatically make me one, I dont know anything about this. They said well they dont think so, they think you are. I asked if this was a good thing being one or a bad thing. That they said was up to me, but that they were very controversial, and I was told there were like Nazis that didnt like them, so that was an issue.

Nobody would discuss this with me, or meet me in person to give me any help on deciding what to think, and that is all I was ever told, nothing more, and just a quick explananation during a phone call.

Then everyone who said any of this, and it was all of twenty minutes at best, told me in no uncertain terms and forced to and by the devil I am certain now, that nobody said this to me, nobody even mentioned this cult, and angrily and impatiently told me that they never said anything of the sort, and to stop bringing things like this up or they would never speak to me again.

And the worst part of this, is they never spoke to me again, or ever had anything to do with me again. If I could find them, they lied, tricked and even had to abuse me. And the whole time the devil was watching me, reading my mind, listening to what I said, what was said to me, to whom I communicated with. And all to conceal all its lies and criminal activiities.At the time I had no idea why everyone was so seemingly cruel, or why they had it out for me like this, and even my kids who couldnt have been guilty of anything. They were small children, not old enough to do anything to effect anyone. How could this happen in the United States?

Now that its many years later, I am sure glad someone is on my side. I wouldnt care if it was the girl or boy scouts. I wouldnt care at all. Having several of those in my family in the cult may have been the only reason that I havent been killed here in Winnetka. If they werent nobody would have been on my side as there has and there is no real help from the village of Winnetka, it has been disgraceful. If the people in Winnetka thought or knew this situation was going to be declassified in the future they wouldnt have been so insensitive and juvenile, lying and abusing me and my family and friends like this. Abuse happens in private, so whoever continues this should be on alert.

Since all the information on the iLisa has already been declassified, and I have given links to where on the internet this could be found, then nothing but covering up serious crimes are left.

I have for the first time after yesterday which was Easter Sunday decided that we should declassify almost all of what has happened. Some of what I am writing is being written right now, and in real time, and some I have written was earlier this morning, and as I write I am adding to this, as I am typing this from my notes.

When I was just thinking of this earlier this morning and hadnt even gotten out of bed in my rented apt on Elm Street, about declassifying the crimes and all, cars drove by loudly accelerating for so called code that what I am thinking is the right idea, and cars are doing this again right now at the library at 2:03PM.

I hadnt spoke about this or written anything down yet, I hadnt even gotten out of bed, and I feel this is totally against the program that I entered into at 12 years old, that its unconscienable to believe this has happened. Everyone was so positive when this project was started, and I cant believe that I could be violated like this, only a sociopath would do this. The worst of the worst.

I didnt say anything this morning about this, and laughed out loud a few times at what I was thinking. I am certain of this. I may have said a few words, but nothing about this as I have been studying ways to deal with a sociopath as I mentioned. When I was sitting in my apt, I had been sitting with no clothes on from my waist down, exposing my genitals to those who the devil told me had been told thought I had a penis and Herpes, both of which I have never had either. The devil was talking about itself.

I have been repeatedly checked for Herpes and having a penis and blamed for numerous other diseases and viruses all which I have never had. I am fine, and thankfully except for having the nail and the iLisa, completely normal.

I have been guilty until proven innocent and I would never have believed in the USA that this could or would happen. I believe Winnetka is to blame. The world will one day decide if this ons sociopath is to blame and only it, or if everyone else who helped, profited and protected it and who humiliated, insulted, intimidated and violated and ripped me off are also partly to blame. AFter all isnt that the classic lie of abuse? My wife or kids made me hit or abuse them? Its their fault.

I think this will eventually go to the supreme court and ultimately rule in my favor. Its not my decision, I am not an attorney or anything, its just what I think. I think they will side with me, and rule in my favor. THe dorks running around in town here will have to figure out how to defend themselves, their actions or inactions. And including their childrens which they as adults and parents are responsible for both morally and legally.

They dont have to do these things and those that come after us will argue this point until the end of time. Why did they behave like this? When they realized they were wrong, were they in denial or just acting like a gang would?I mean if nobody else were following the crowd, and they were just thinking for themselves in a controlled environment, would they still have behaved this way? Or would this fall into the category of group think?

I used to say I could write a book about this, and today for the first time I think I will. I had never considered this before, but the more this goes on, and the more extensively I analyze this, I am kidding myself if I dont think there will be one written, and movies too. I mean at least if there is, I can tell my side of the story for once.

And as I write this, I am thinking ~I~ will even be on my best behavior, not that I havent, but even more so. As I wrote this part this morning, the devil was trying to intimidate me as it must have done and has worked against others. I can and will face the truth, and wont allow this to intimidate me then or ever. I never said I was perfect, but I have no crimes to cover up or anything, not even been entrapped in anything, and to the devils dismay.

Maybe others will learn something from this and face the truth as it comes along in their lives, things get infinitely worse, involving and hurting others and eventually you will wish you had just faced up to this to begin with. A little lie turns into a big lie, and then you cant stop what turns into an insurmountable problem.

This doesnt mean hurting others unnecessarily, but when your gut tells you, you are doing something wrong, listen. And if you make a mistake, do your best to undo what you did, and apologize.

The Helen Brach murder and Laurie Dann murders and more have already been written about and in some cases movies have been made. So I reason, that this will no doubt, be handled in a similar way. Yesterday I made a cross out of wood at Lloyd Beach as I walked alone along the beach on Easter Sunday morning. It was a cold and blustery day and I was listening to the bible on my MP3 player. When I left the beach, people wouldnt leave me alone. The devil detests the bible as I have mentioned, and if doenst like what I do with my own mind, it should just stop listening. It is shooting me right now as I write this.

The people that were told to do this and that to me, I just said hi to and wished them a Happy Easter.

Children were told to ride their bicycles right down the center of the sidewalk, forcing me to walk in the muddy grass. Kids never have done this neither to other children or adults. And I think its disgusting for parents to instruct them to behave like this, even at the devils orders and demands which I am sure was the case. Why would parents encourage their children to behave as future sociopaths?

I cant imagine why people are behaving in such sociopathic and delusional ways, or thinking that this will somehow just go away, and it can all be covered up. Perhaps I am wrong, and I wish it could, its not impossible, but it gets more complicated and difficult every day. I will let the real professionals decide what to do, I havent a clue what to do.

However I have reached a fork in the road, we all have at times, when you could go this way or that, chosen this husband or another, and you made a choice. You chose what you hoped was the best decision with the information that you had at the time. If there are stories written about all of this, I have begun to write mine, and if not I have begun to organize my thoughts on this situation for my own mental health and to easily find what I have already written without going through hundreds of pages of hand written notes.

And I have to wonder about the parents who told their children to run Lisa off the sidewalk in a bullying fashion using their bicycles as weapons, using a group as it has done so many times before, its sort of a little thing, but not really. I wouldnt have done it, I would think there is something wrong with the director of this, and so no. I would make up some excuse, some reason to not follow these orders. I mean it couldnt save the world and it really would serve no purpose, even if I was in the wrong, and as they may have thought.

It thorougly entertained and satisfied its need to be sick especially to children as well as to shame the parents, and teach the children to be bullies and all at the same time. In either case whether its truthfully me as is true or even it it werent, the parents have some sort of problem with their decision making and parenting skills as well.

In the parents defense, maybe they made a hasty decision, are mentally ill or have had impaired thinking, or perhaps having others such as their friends, or others in the family tell them at the devils instructions to sure go ahead have the kids run right out and do this. And so they did. I just dont understand.

On the other hand perhaps they were worried they would lose money, their job, or their treaured home and car, and or be made to go back to jail and serve time for the crimes they got out of by getting into this deal. I dont know and I am not to judge, and only god is.

6:30 PM
On another subject that I have recently figured out, I knew that someone named Mark either killed himself or was killed in December 2010. I had read it on the internet, but I either read his last name wrong, or I didnt realize for some reason it was Mark Madoff. I must have read this the day it hit the news on the internet, it may have been the night of December 12th or the morning of December 13th right before the shooting resumed at my job in Northfield. I got to my job at 8:00 am CDT as usual, and read the news as I usually did as I worked. I knew it was over a lot of money, and wondered if it was associated in anyway with the project, and thought probably so, and this was in New York where it had happened.

Since the devil has a tracking chip in it, we would know where it was at that time. The project ascertained against its wishes and those protecting it that this be put inside it, as it could just take off, and leave and not be found with so much money. When I got home at about 5pm, it used methods as described in the it movie and other ways not disclosed , showed me and enthusiastically wanted me to know how it had hung Mark itself. Now I am not saying it did, just that it was so excited to share this news, I had to wonder why it was so happy about this.

Even if it didnt do this as it said, it was unusually excited, even thrilled to share this news with me, and wanted me to see how he looked when he died. I was sickened and couldnt believe it was back. It had been gone for some time, and hadnt seemed to be around at all since the end of July 2008, or at the latest August 2008. I couldnt believe it was back.

It would be months later when I figured out this guy "Mark" was actually Mark Madoff, and I only figured this out in the last few weeks or so. I am not sure, exactly of the date, and my journals have the exact date. This is another reason to type them up as it will be much easier to just search for certain words then thumb through hundreds of my hand written pages. I started this project today as I mentioned, and havent gotten further than just today.

The police and others have been coming here all the time, and letting themselves in with their own key used by this guy who is in charge of taking care of the building, and others from Hallmark and Johnson who own this building. I am told over and over how I have ten days to leave the place, I have to leave as I havent paid the rent, and basically implying that I am going to be thrown out, if I dont agree wo have my stuff moved on my own. So I threw out tons of evidence, all possibly important informtion, stock sales, my portfolio and more. I just filled aver 2 dumpsters full of things, clothes, pictures of the family, canceled checks, and everything. THey were saying I am nobody and I had to leave, it was ridiculous that I hadnt paid the rent in so long. I said then throw me out, they keep giving me threatening notices I believe, and I pointed to the trash to the left of the door, and said to throw it in the trash, or we would have to burn it, so they tossed it right in the trash. I wouldnt be throwing things out that was critical evidence if I had known it was Mark Madoff, and I have stopped doing so after I googled "hung with a dog leash" and realized it was actually Mark Madoff, son of Bernie Madoff. And now I Have to wonder, if its really the devil that entrapped him in this scheme, and if they have the wrong person, it sure sounds like they might. I had been completely convinvced from all the propaganda in the news that this was the most evil person ever. However, I knew who the biggest fraudster is, and the most evil that I have heard of in the United States, its the devil. And now Bernie Madoff has lost his son.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

There is so much to the whole story, that I have left most of the important things out. I had to as I had been putting this on the internet, and only thinking about the rest, or talking to myself in my place about the most classified things, and these are the most important really.

The Beatles are anohter huge issue, besides 9-11 and the anthrax attacks that followed. My friends from Windsor Mountain School had been hanging out with the Beatles right before John Lennon was shot and killed. For one thing, the devil had made up a huge lie that it and I were "The 2 virgins" implying and accusing them of hurting us as children sexually. Now this is not only a lie but extortion, and one of the ways that it got away with having John shot and killed. Its a long story and as time permits I will explain more. My name before I became married was Lisa Chapman Clark, the name Chapman was a family name from my adoptive mothers family. My grandmother, was Amy Budd Chapman, and later married the Hurlburts. She became Amy Budd Chapman Hurlburt. I always knew my grandmother and she was the only one I knew from my adoptive moms family aside from my adoptive moms brother. His name was Blair, and he killed himself in a gruesome way along time ago in the late 60s. His and my mom, my grandma Amy Budd died in the early 1970s after I had the nail in my head.

There was nobody on my adoptive dads family at all except his mom, who died when I was about 4 years old. My adoptive dads mother was Eddie Jess Wade Clark. So we had no cousins or anything at all, and very few family memebers. My adoptive moms family were heir to the Merritt Chapman And Scott company, this is how I got the name Chapman.

The family had been disagreeing about this money for years, and I wasnt old enough to understand why or anything. I just knew they were.

I know that the birds are another part of the iLisa and are part of the ways the United States use to protect us. I heard that pilots thought if they could just have a way to watch everyone, like little birds flying around, we could have another way of keeping an eye on things. My eyes are a webcam, and my ears relay sound, and my brain transmits my thoughts to sort of a streaming video. This was available forty years ago, we can do this by bluetooth now, and we have gotten it down to a science, I was the first, and I remember when I left the FBI in Washington DC, the FBI guy sitting with my dad looked at me with stars in his eyes. He was amazed as if he had seen the future, and he had.

I wasnt allowed to look at this, and I understand this now, I wouldnt want to, it would not be healthy. But when I was on Spruce Street in 2007, the devil had a bird outside my window several times, actually stream my voice so I oould here what I was thinking, this was done to frighten me, she did this two times. I said out loud, that bird, speaking about it really not me, as it was early in the morning, should go home, its drunk! The only good part of this, and this shouldnt happen, was that it proved to me, that the iLisa was real, and this was before I went to the FBI in Chicago on Sept 12, 2007 and they finger printed me, checked my id, and birthdate, and confirmed that I did have a mind reading device inside of me. The agent who confirmed this, was a young pretty female, she had long black hair, slender and young, maybe 30 at the most, or looks young. She said you didnt need to come here to confirm this, what is going on? I said I was told I had to, as I had called the FBI many times in Chicago as well as DC, and they said they would never do this to a child, never. I also told her I was being shot at, and she somehow knew just what I meant, and said as if she was annoyed with this ridiculous situation, if they are doing that to you , you should call your doctor. So I left, and she was talking to the sort of front desk as I left, as if to find out what exactly was going on. The right hand didnt know what was going on with the right.

Furthermore, trying to keep this as classified as possible, I requested they come to my house at 975 Spruce St in Winnetka, where I owned and lived to discuss the situation, and to help me, as I was being shot with some variation of this so called "Rumsfeld ray gun", which was causing me to blead on my leg, and my nail in my head was being shot, my feet were hurt, and my whole body was being made sick. In addition I couldnt have a bowel movement, and sometimes for 2 or 3 weeks, and the doctor, Dr Richard Stern who is on Oak Street in Winnetka, Illinois wouldnt help me, and even said that it wasnt unusual to not have a bowel movement in this amount of time. He has been the only doctor that I have had for over 10 years now, so it was natural for me to go to him. This seemed like the right thing to do. I thought this was crazy, and said I would sit in the empty waiting room, as I went to the office in person to discuss this, and he told me to leave, and how dare I come there like that. I even went to his office after verifying the mind reading device in person, and had a check up, it seemed the right thing to do. After all, it had been 40 years since I had the nail looked at, and I thought my physician should know. He gave me a physical examination, rubbing the spot on the back of my neck, as if it was make up or something, rubbing it hard with two fingers from his hand. Then he said "I know you think these things have beend done to you, but they have not". I said the FBI told me to tell you to call them, I wrote the FBI phone number on the back of my computer business card with my name and picture on it, and a blue picture of the lake. I designed the card myself, and on the back of the card is a picture of the flag of the United States. I wrote on the back of the card FBI Chicago office, and wrote their phone number on it, and I asked him to call them. I put the card on his clipboard which he saw, and I left. I tried not to go to the FBI office, and I had asked my (former) husband Jim Corcoran to go down there the day before, and he had a manilla envelope with him, and it was marked "for only the most classified of agents", they wouldlnt accept the envelope, and wouldnt take it from him. In fact they said I had to come down in person. So the next day, Jim and I went down to the office, and we were rear ended at a stop light, we were stopped. I am sure the devil had someone do this, to intimidate us and slow us down. This was on Sheridan Road in Evanston Illinois. I had just bought a new car, it was a Nissan 280Z, and the back license plate was dented. The person jumped out of the car and started immediately taking photos, remember we were stopped, nobody denied this. I started to do the same. There was like a huge dramatic procession, a big display of "code". The weird part was that I smelled burnt toast on the way home, when we got to a stop light. Jim drove both ways, as I dont know my way around Chicago, and would havge been lost if I had driven. I only drive around the Winnetka area, I get lost. Its not a real problem, but I have to map out my directions ahead of time. So he drove.

As I write this at 12:02PM there is a noisy bird, as is often the case tweeting away, and now sort of laughing, using this technology as a joke or a toy. I am insulted and infuriated that its allowed to do this, as we developed this technology with great care, professionalism, and the devil knows this annoys me. I cant help but think this, and so there is really no way to get away from this devil until they lock it up. My study of sociopaths that I have been doing, has said to avoid contact with them, make no agreements, as the truth will be used against you. I feel at time damned if I do, and damned if I dont.

Of course there is no advice for someone like me, and how to avoid contact, it cant leave me alone. It is obsessed with me, and shoots me if I dont think about it and trys to get my attention. It just cant stop it, and I know that is why this sting has been set up to bust it, and for good.

Anohter huge part of this problem, is that my birthmother had been told that she needed to come here to Winnetka, and that I now know the devil was planning on doing a so called research study on us, as if to help us. This was actually a plan to get us sick using cortisol as a hormone that is also called the death hormone. I had also been asked to participate in this study, we were later to find out there was no such study, it was the devils need to get others sick, pretending to help. f you are reading or listening to this and you dont know what I am wriring about, stop now and have someone who is classified enought to handle this situation. I can not emphasize this enough, I couldnt warn you enough. Nobody at all is liable or anything, for damages or anything if you continue. You are doing this at your own risk, no warranties imnplied and all of this you read, listen to or interact with in any means known now or hereafter invented, must be approved, reviewed, edited by my attorneys when they are allowed to tell the truth.

I am going to write about something that is highly classified, using mind control methods that will get you very sick, and for years, including excrutiating stomach pains, insomnia, and will make you mentally ill, all when you havent ever had any such problems before. A huge problem is that there is a sexual element that is a result of this technique actually using as a terrorist weapon. The devil uses this technique to first get others sick and mentally ill, so they dont know what they are doing, and then to have them do sexual things that they would never have done, and that later leaves them with Herpes as well. When it then shoots at the rash from Herpes, it is from what I was told unbearable and the devil craves getting people hurt and sick like this, and people are unable to tolerste this. Some have made so called agreements with the devil as a result of this, just out of desperation to stop all the pain and unbearable suffering, and wish thsiuey didnt have this happen to them.

As I mentioned I dont have any disease or anything, which is the only reason I can continue to fight the devil and to the end of its life. I did not participate in this fake study, but others in my birthfamily and friends did. This left some of them with Herpes, even one ended up pregnant whom is my birthmother, Phyllis Blake. She actually had to give up her daughter as a result of this, and was devestated from that alone, much less being left sick with Herpes. My half sister Sandra Marie Blake Bottorff, whom is several years younger than me, was then hurt by using her body as a bargaining chip, having the local I believe Winnetka police, FBI, CIA and other highly classified people have sex with her. Half of all of the people came down with Herpes, my birthmother being one of them. My friend Noah is the father of this baby, this is too long to explain how I know, but I do. Nobody from Noahs family ever said or implied anything that is a fact, and the information never came at all from any of them. The devil is really the person who confirmed this using methods described in the It movie, as a way to hurt me, instead it had the opposite effect which it never intended.

As I write this when people are coming near me, I am covering up the screen with a flyer "Oldnicks war movies", so as to avoid them from seeing this classified information. This of course could never be written about or anything publically as this is a terrible thing to do to someone. And if people knew about this, sick people like the devil could use this to gain control of others, as she has done, including Don Rumsfeld who is actually a family friend of my former husbands father. Although I have never met him, I know he was, and going back many years, including in the military. When this was done to him, and intentionally I am as certain as I can be by the devil, the family didnt know about the nail in my head or the classified device. It had been lyhing about this for years. The nail entered my head on the back of my neck on the right side, under the hairline, and is way iside of my head. I am not going to describe the technique exactly in writing that gets people sick, as I can only be sure that the devil would be sure to use this to get people she wants to punish sick like this, even if she cant give them Herpes. It is really bad, and I was made siok like this in early 2002. I stayed sick for years, and this was terrible enough. I got better thought and have been fine for years thankfully. If I had participated in this phony study, as the devil had planned, I probably would have been given Herpes as well, and I couldnt fight now. My adoptive father Harry Redman Clark, saved me and when I toldhim about his study, he wes furious, and wouldnt allow me to participate. Of course he knew the devil and about the nail in my head, and didnt want me experimented on, or to have anything to do with the devil. It had been trying, even obsessed with hurting and terrorizing me for years before this. I am enormously grateful that he stepped in, and saved me, and wish he ws still alive to see me. I am terribly sorry for what they have and had to go through, and I am real upset about this, this is part of my motivation to go on, and no matter what to get this person Jerily Crowe, Jerry Crowe or Duncan or whatever name you knowit by.

As I mentioned in the story my adoptive parents were married until death did they part, my mom dying on Christmas night of 1992, and my dad dying September 1st or 2nd 1996.


The devil just cant leave me alone, and I really dont understand its obsession, it makes me burp, fart, and trys to get me to throw up all the time, besides shooting me as it is now in the foot. The bird outside the window is the devil, and I know they can shoot as well. I dont think they should be shooting me or people that it chooses. I mean what would happen if every time a police or some one were arresting someone, they could behave like this?

Although I am being shot at, it isnt painful as much as it was. IN fact it is 99% less painful then when I was on Spruce Street or when it had me locked up. It did shoot me hard one night since its been back, so I almost threw up, I just laid in bed, and waited for it to stop. And it did. It also shot me hard at my jobs on December 13th as I mentioned. It just shot my head as I am writing this, and again, but its just more annoying then painful. Its not a big deal pain wise. I dont know the shooting hardware and software, but it craves hurting me, and apparently it has been restricted to shooting but not torturing, which is a sort of reasonable idea.

I have never seen this hardware or software, or shot anyone. I dont intend to, it doesnt interest me, and not at it either. Maybe because I was shot in the head, I just dont want to. Not ever. I think it has a better shooting set up on Spruce Street, and so wishes to return there, and of course this is not a idea I like or want. Since it is reading my mind, it knows this, making me almost throw up as I write this, which I wont. It craves using what i dont want against me, as it knows what I dont want. I trust the cult will keep this from happening.

I was told along time ago, 20 or more years ago, that even an advertisement firm had been hired to help the other side in this matter. When Mr Tilley of Wilmette jumped out the window of a Chicago hotel, I had to wonder if this was the firm. I eventually came to think that it was. And at the same time, I had been shot severely and nobody would help. It proudly claimed responsibility for this as if this was a trophy that it was most proud of. Then Jim my former spouse whom I get along with, unlike most people who are divorced came home with a Tilly hat, and told me he had bought it, and using the credit card that I gave him and on my Citibank Visa card from Uncle Dans, I told him to stop wearing this.

I was trying to keep things as classified as possible, revealing only what I had to, and not knowing that this whole situation was already spread far and wide. First of all Jim could not cared any less about any designer clothes, fancy things, not at all, even less so then me, and that is saying something. He nor I had never heard of a Tilley hat, or the Tilleys at all, and Uncle Dans store sold him 3 of them, and I think $80 a peice, which is highly unusual and the sales person must have been coerced to sell this to him.

As it was so proud and amused by this sick death, I told Jim to stop wearing the hats, and that the AA and others, think this was code for something, as if he Jim knows and claims this guys death some how. He didnt really understand, and is mentally ill, and has been diagnosed with schizophrnia and for years. He said its his gimpy hat, and it has nothing to do with anything and he has to wear it for his open mike where he does his poetry. I asked him over and over to stop wearing it, THEY think so I kept telling him. He had shown me in the top of the inside of the hat, it has like a paper certificate that says Tilley, and he thought this was so clever.

Eventually and actually only the last time he saw me, and never to return in December, left the one hat in my place. I dont know what happened to the other 2, but he does and is not doing any code. He doesnt even know, and didnt believe I was right about this. He only knows from what I have told him, what I read on the internet. He is Tom Corcorans oldest brother, who is in AA. At one point the devil actually tried to marry Tom, and never turned up for its own wedding, and so Tom didnt know that the devil actually had Herpes and a penis. I somehow warned him before things got worse, as I knew that everyone was lying, I couldnt prove this,but intuitively I just knew, so I told him. And he ended up annulling the marriage before things got worse, and is part of this huge alliance to get the devil and for good.

The devil wanted Jim to wear this Tilley hat, knowing that he had been in AA as well as his brother, and that this would look like he is proud of something like this sick death or suicide. I dont know what happened, and its possible that it should at least be looked into. I read some of the message board where Mr Tilley had been taunted, but I wouldnt have know or even remembered about this and that an advertisement firm had been hired, if it wasnt for his death. I had been told something and I dont know if this is connected, but that they were actually looking for look alikes for a movie or something in the future about this situation. Again I wouldnt even remember being told this, if look alikes didnt keep showing up as if to use code, and Mr Tilley hadnt died and around the same time, and if Jim hadnt bought this Tilley hat. He usualy wears 99cednt hat from Walgreens. Which is another story.

I had been working for Computer Training and Support in Northfield Illinois, and we were on Frontage Road. I worked with Bill Marks, Keith Piper, Dori and Mark Brownstein. Dori and Mark actually got married and had a son Zack and had met there. WhenI first met Mark he tried to have sex with me, and almost immediatly, telling me how his penis was something that I would like to see, and wouldnt dissapoint me. I declined, and ignored him. They were a fun bunch of people to work with. Dori and I became friends, and one day she asked me if I would meet this person to have sex, and they had a very large penis, and so cute almost looked like a girl. I jokingly told her my boyfriend Noah wouldnt allow me to. I wouldnt have anyway, but it was sort of funny to answer her like this. A few days later, I started wondering if this could be this person again, but I was always told no they dont know you. After this I wasnt allowed to come in to the company without calling first, now this is regular business, why should I call first? Something wasnt right, I was their best computer trainer.

One of the jobs that I declined from then was actually to the Walgreens. Now I didnt go because I was asked to do something that wasnt physically possible, and in the end, couldnt be done. And as many times, it just didnt seem right, something wasnt right. They wanted me to make a computer both IBM and a MAC. I said that I wasnt going to try doing that, as they should just get two computers instead. Brian Dirsmith who I also worked with took the job, and as it ended up wasnt able to make it work. He was also a nice guy, and I liked him and working with him a lot. I was asked at the police dept in Winnetka by (SE) who is actually Elon Adler Johnson, or Elon Adler why I wouldnt work for the Walgreens? I told her just what I said, and there was some kind of child custory and heroin thing going on in their family as well. I was wondreing why she asked. She (Elon) also asked me why I didnt kiss Bruce Johnson, I couldnt understand why I would be interrogated like this, so called counseling. I said I ddint want to, and never had, I just ate dinner with him as he invited me over. She thought this was a reasonable answer, and said you dont have to. It has since told me other things that makes me think she, the devil did something to him, and says that she gave him Herpes, and is proud of this. and it was weird that he disappeared, we never got in any fight or anything. He was a nice guy, and we never even held hands, much less kissed but, why would she ask me if this wasnt the reason, I wonder now. It has only told me this in the last 4 years, maybe 6 months. And of course using methods described in the it movie. The devil and I have never even been in the same room since I was 11 as far as I know, and the cult wont allow this. And they would know.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

The devil has been moved to a close but new location, and I thank you for your help and prayers in this matter. The shooting is to a minimal, and almost nil. This is safer and it still gets to shoot as per the no stupid no matter what agreement made. So things are getting better, and although slowly, it took a long time to get like this.

I feel sorry for the people who have been caught in its web, and forced to do things that make no real sense. However, when this happens, I have no issue with standing up for what is right and my rights as well. Its so very easy and obvious to tell when Jerilyn Crowe (Shwan) also known as the devil and it are telling people to do things. This is because they are so out of the ordinary in their behavior that it makes it easy to identify, always some negative and unnecessary interaction, that is derived by a sick need on the devils part to hurt, threaten and frighten those that are risking their lives to get it put away and forever.

A sociopath wants to win and at all costs, and having no conscience makes this easy for them to do, and having people just being disposable pawns in its game. As if people are just things to be played with, as in a means to its end, which is to win.

I have found more information on sociopaths at the library, and Robert Hare seems to be the maven on this topic. I am adding to my list ways to deal with this sociopath, and having the mind reading device makes things more complicated as there is clearly no such written documentation on this type of situation. So I am coming up with my own version, modifying what I read and find to suit this most unique situation.

The nicest people and places are made to do make things the most difficult for me, as this is the situation that not only a sociopath would be drawn to, think of itself, but this devil has been able to mold to its unusual and sick needs. As everyone is supposed to cause some bad thing to happen, when something good happens to me, of course only until its taken away for good. So the good thing was that its been moved and its shooting is less annoying then it was when I am in my place, and the devil wanted a place that is defending me to make me feel uncomforted, as it is furious with those that go there. I am thankful that there are people to help out like this, and I know god and the cult are doing a great job helping me. This is a huge job, and many have been hurt, I dont worry though about going about town and getting what I want done, as I feel safe and cared for. I do try to minimize my chances of being hurt just to cut down on unknown variables that are inevitable in anyones life.

I had been told by the Winnekta New Trier Township that if I needed any food, not to worry about making an appointment,and to come in when I needed. I didnt think they meant what they said, and so I didnt count on this being true. So I checked it out today for valididy and of course this was false, or not meant. I decided to speak to the person eye to eye about this, and found that there was no such agreement like this at all. the point is that what is said is not what was meant by this devil whom I know to be controling the actions of marionettes. I am now waiting for the person in speak to, and expect her not to show up, as she is told to leave and stay gone. This proves the mind reading device as I already know this, and I will eventually just leave which it knows and as I read and write this.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Today I am writing about what I think will happen in the future, and how things will be decided in the courts. As I have mentioned I dont really understand the court system, and I dont understand how this could actually be legal in the United States. I dont see how I should be financially responsible for all the actions associated with Jerilyn Shwan Crowe or whatever name you know it by. And I want to fight this and want those who are helping me, I think it is the Church of Scientology to do so. If I die before this is finished or become incapacitated mentally, then I want them to carry this to through for me legally. I want to fight this to the end of my life and beyond.

This whole no matter what agreement is going to be null and void as soon as it is voted on by what I believe to be the supreme court. This will make all this nonsense of "code" which is loud and raucous unneeded and harassment of a highly classified situation. And there is no higher. Code was meant to be subtle and silent, not constant, loud and obvious for anyone around to decipher. And this is really against United States policy to do this, and morally, and ethically as well as legally.

This whole idea of shooting me, knocking me around and making me throw up to "code" its the CYA or the AA is ludicrous. And will be considered harassment, and they will be told they shouldnt have done this. Banging, birds tweeting and all sounds, smells, things left in windows of stores, and with criminal intent to give me "code", and more interacting with me, my situation, and my mind as I think all the time, and abusing my mind reading device is being read will be considered high treason, and more.

My mind reading device is not supposed to be used as a weapon against me, and not ever. I dont know if the military courts will be part of this, and imagine this will come into the situation, as DARPA and other agencies are part of this.

Nobody is making these people behave like this, anymore than a wife makes her abusive husband beat her. Knowingly and unknowingly were the reasons way back when that they wouldnt share what they had done to me, as far as my birthmother. They said that it was treason, and so therefore knowingly or unknowingly she wouldnt, laughing as if she had something more important to do than tell me the truth, I said you have to tell me the truth, she said they didnt.

She was saying there was going to be big money in the future, and she was looking forward to having everyone be given some. And so when wouldnt tell me what was going on. This was before she found out it was me with the nail in my head, and the iLisa device from Dr Jose Delgado. I have to wonder when she was making a deal with the devil many years ago, what exactly did she and others think the fight was about? Why didnt they just look it up, and exclude her from being a possibility of whom truly was classified. They didnt have to identify me, to do this, and shouldnt have.

My birthmother told me as if I was stupid when one of these agreements was made, "you will regret this (being on her side) for the rest of your life", and then I think she ended up regretting this for the rest of ~her~ life. My adoptive mother was very upset when I told her that my birthmother said this to me, saying something like thats what she would want, she wants you to regret this for the rest of your life, and seemed like trying not to hurt my feelings, that my birthmother was mean, actually cruel, and couldnt have cared about me to have said or done this. I just didnt know what she did or anything. I had no idea.

I notice a reoccuring need to be pitied for what has happened to them, what they have done, and not really accepting any responsibility for their actions by sociopaths, someone else made me do this. Always blaming others. And in many cases not only did they bring the situation on themselves, but they dont seem to see this at all. They are either sorry because they are wrong, or sorry because they are caught. They dont seem sorry for what they have done.

Like my birthmother had a higher calling, and god had shut me out, and the weird part was that she seemed to like this. I wonder if she is a sociopath, and feel she must be. She is the only one in the family that never showed any compassion or empathy, and not to anyone I knew. My birthmother could have changed the situation many times, and I have to wonder why. She wanted to win also. When the Rothschilds, Judy, Bob and Mark were doing this investigation in 1996, the last thing they said and in disgust to me was "its your birthmother, she couldnt do this to you if she loved you, you couldnt do this to someone you love. She didnt get you because she didnt deserve you. She didnt". I now know what at least my birthmother knew, and I agree. I dont think they Rothschilds every figured out at that time what really had happened, how it was me with the iLisa and the classified device. But backwards or forwards however the story was, I agree.

In fact in February of 1986. when I was asked to leave Tennessee. I remember because the space shuttle had just blown up, and my friend Phil and I had been driving around in TN, and heard it on the radio. When I had told Phil before about them hitting on me, he told me "that it sounds like something they would do", and looked at my step father with disgust.

My birthmother tried to get me to make "big money in a mother daughter thing", where I would have ended up with Herpes then which was Feb 1986. I was shocked, she said a lot of people were really into this, and I would make loads of money. It was some kind of group sex, photos or something, people get to watch, a large sick group of individuals, and I was only 26, almost 27 years old. I declined, and was told in an angry tone, then I dont care, to leave, she just wanted me to move out. So I did, shocked, hurt and embarrassed. I left her house and Tennesses with my kids and barely any of my things with me, and went back to Illinois, and cried the whole way home.

I know someone is on my side and believe this to be those in the know, The Church of Scientology who I ask to handle this most difficult situation, and I trust they will do so, whether I live or die.

If someone is crazy, and joins up with someone crazy who says they have some money or something and make some agreement, and later it is found out that they dont have any money and are lying, crazy and worse, Then no agreement is made when the agreement is not including the person and organization and was not agreed upon by either or both of them. The person is me Lisa Corcoran, and the organization is the Church of Scientology, who not only had the money but were highly classified. This agreement cant be legal, and I bet the courts will agree with me in the future. I will fight this forever.

I refuse to pay for the damages and destruction and anything else, that was done as a direct or indirect result, or at all of this stealing of my classified status, as nobody looked it up, it was done illegally and is morally and ethically wrong as well.

Consider this a legal document that can and I wish to be used to carry forth my wishes in any event of my life, death or incapacitated health. This is the most important thing to me, and I wont give up no matter how long this takes.

8:21PM
I have been studying Munchausen By Proxy lately at the library, and I have found this to be more what I need to learn about even that sociopathy. It seems to have many problems but this may be the primary diagnosis. And certainly does get it the angriest when I look this up, or anything. Having the mind control device complicates everything, and being a walking webcam makes it take advantage of this situation, and try to upset me. I dont know what its like to have Schizophreina and she does present symptoms of this as well, so I think she tries to upset me as her symptoms disturb her.

I am being shot as I write this, and find it distracting to concentrate when she shoots me for writing or just thinking about certain things. However, I am glad not to have this disease, and so I am grateful of this. It certainly would be painful to have, and I dont understand why people have to be born with maybe a gene or some genetic predisposition to getting ill like this. I wonder if there is a switch that somehow just turns on, and if we can identify this gene, and hopefully treat this in the future. It certainly is not impossible, and a devestating disease.

I do think this devil knows right from wrong, and I have been trying to figure out how the courts actually decide who is too sick to prosecute as being so mentally ill that they must just spend 100% of thier time in a mental hospital, and which ones must spend part of the time in prison and the rest in the mental hospital. Also at what point is someone too sick to be put to death.

I dont really understand the way this is decided, and I have looked this up and didnt really understand, it seems to differ in different states for one thing. And since so many crimes are all in different states, I am not sure how this is decided. I plan to look this up more also. My eyes are being shot a lot also, and so I just stop for awhile and think.

3:21PM Whatever the devil says is the truth, or has written or any means of communication it has used is the truth, unless it is lies.


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